Please Permit Me To Love You Forever

After Yang Yan finished combing her hair, she pulled the White hair wrapped around the comb and gathered them together. She muttered to herself, ” at that time, I naively thought that I would meet a man who wouldn’t mind that I had a child. However, the world was cold and the people of that era weren’t as open as they are now. I got pregnant before marriage and was chased out of the family. In many people’s eyes, I deserved to die.

and then, the second man was the same, and the third man was still Qian Qian. I had three men in a year, and they all left me for the same reason. They didn’t want to raise a child that wasn’t even their own. After that, I finally realized that the root of all my tragedies was you, a burden.

a ferocious look flashed across yang yan’s face. she looked at rong yan and gritted her teeth. “it was because of you that i was despised and abandoned again and again. from then on, so many men came and went around me, but none of them were willing to marry me and give me a stable life. thus, the worse my life was, the more unhappy my life was, the more i hated you. that kind of hatred slowly grew in my heart, and as the burden of life increased and life became more difficult, every time i came home and heard your cries, i wanted to strangle you to death. if i hadn’t been drugged and raped by lu guinong, if i hadn’t had you, if i hadn’t had you …” I’ve been married for a long time and have a normal family. I won’t be chased out by my parents, and I won’t be in this state now, Yingluo.”

Yang Yan suddenly sat up and shouted at Rong Yan, ” “the source of all my pain is you. it’s all the tears you brought to me.”

Yang Yan’s life had indeed been rough, but Rong Yan did not sympathize with her at all.

Rong Yan took a step back and looked down at Yang Yan. She said in disdain, ‘ your biggest mistake isn’t because of me, but because Yingluo, you didn’t understand. If you want to live well in this world, don’t think about relying on anyone. Unfortunately, I understood such a simple principle at a young age, but you didn’t understand it even when you died.

Yang Yan laughed and looked at Rong Yan as if she was looking into a mirror. “You’re so much like me. Not only do you look like me, but even your heart is so similar. So cold, so cruel, so vicious.”

Rong Yan’s lips curled up. they do look alike. Otherwise, how could they be called mother and daughter? it’s all thanks to you that I’m like this today. Thank you for giving me a heart of stone.

Yang Yan’s eyes were filled with hatred as she looked at Rong Yan.”do you know how annoying i am to see you like this? Why is it that my life is full of ups and downs, while you have all the happiness? even Gu Hesheng is so convinced that you are his daughter, what right do you have to get so much?”

A dying man’s words were also kind, which obviously didn’t suit Yang Yan.

When she was young, she was abandoned by so many men, and the reason was all because of ‘Rong Yan’. She not only hated Rong Yan, but Rong Yan was also a stain in her life, a stain that she wanted to erase the most in her life.

He definitely wouldn’t have a stain on his reputation and have good thoughts just because he was about to die.

Yang Yan’s stubbornness could no longer be solved by death. She believed that since Rong Yan was his stain and caused her to suffer so much, she had to be careful.

He should have been like her, abandoned, tortured, and tortured by life until he lost his youth and beauty.

After that, he would live in the abyss of pain for the rest of his life, suppressed to the point where he couldn’t lift his head, and finally die a miserable death.

He shouldn’t have stood so high, being held in the palm of others ‘hands and treated as a treasure.

Rong Yan raised her eyebrows and nodded. I understand. It’s just like how I saw you struggling at death’s door in pain. Now that you don’t have much time left and are about to die, you’re so excited and happy..