Chapter 397
“I know,” wang shan smiled.
“junior, don’t think too much. i’m just hiding these things and i’m a little confused. i want to find someone to talk to, not to listen to anyone’s advice. i’m a very rational person, and i won’t make a decision on such an important matter just because of someone else’s persuasion.”
“i didn’t want to come tonight. i don’t walk around in the circle often, and i haven’t even met many people in the circle, let alone being familiar with them. i heard that my junior is here too, so i came over to take a look. i feel that if i don’t say this out loud, i won’t be like myself anymore.”
“i feel much better after i said it.”
“thank you, junior. i’ll go back first. do you want to come with me?” Wang Shan stood up as she spoke. Looking at her, she seemed to be much more relaxed than before.
“I’ll make a phone call before going back. Senior, you can go back first.”
The phone call was fake. After Wang Shan left, li xiran came over.
they didn’t sit down and just stood there, leaning against the books.
“I think I’ve received my retribution.” he said.
Shi Yan looked up at him. last time we met at the cinema, brother xiran didn’t seem to be interested in Senior Sister Wang Shan.
“i didn’t have any feelings for her at the time, and i did go to her to make things clear.”
then, is brother Xi ran like this because of guilt and responsibility? ”
“that’s one of the reasons, but not entirely. after the movie theater and in front of the bar, we met a few more times. although i like to play, i’m not the kind of person who would mess around.”
” those who are familiar with me know that i never find a girlfriend in the circle because i don’t want trouble and i don’t want to take on the responsibility of supporting a family so early. ”
” i knew that once i touched her, i would have to stop. but i could have pushed her away, but i didn’t. ”
“emotional mysophobia”
Li xiran smiled bitterly. I never thought that I’d fall in love with someone one day. I’ve never thought that I’d fall in love with someone who has emotional mysophobia. I thought I’d be like my dad, listening to my family’s arrangements and marrying a wife of equal social status, and living a life of respect.”
“emotional mysophobia isn’t something that only a specific group of people have.” shi yan said.
She looked at him with a smile. brother xiran is in love with senior Wang Shan now. If she had many men before you, would you be able to accept her? ”
“you may be able to accept her, but you will definitely have a knot in your heart. It wasn’t because of senior Wang Shan, but because of the fact that she had had more than one person. that’s a very normal mentality. no one doesn’t want the person in their heart to be completely their own.”
hearing this, li xiran became even more dispirited.
“I used to think that I would never regret anything I’ve done in my life, so no matter who tried to persuade me in the past, I didn’t take it to heart. Now that I think about it, I really regret it. If I had known that I would meet such a person one day, I would have waited for her without a trace.”
“yanyan, if zhenzhen, and i’m saying if, if fifth lord jiang had many women before you, would you still accept him?”
when li xiran met shi yan’s faint gaze, he felt an inexplicable chill in his heart. he quickly said, ” “i’m saying if! Let’s make an assumption!”
“there is no such assumption!” A clear voice was heard.
Li xi ran looked over and instantly sobered up.
He quickly stood up straight.
They saw Jiang che, who was wearing a black coat, walking towards them with his hands in his pockets.
his face was expressionless, and his eyes were not cold. just a casual glance from him brought with it a strong sense of oppression.
Li xiran only felt regret in her heart.
Why did he use this man as an assumption? he was still making such an assumption!
“Before I met miss Shi, I didn’t even have the thought of stepping out of the courtyard.”
Li xiran forced a smile. I’ve heard a little. I’ve heard a little.
The Jiang family’s fifth master was recuperating at home from a car accident. He didn’t leave the house and didn’t meet with any guests. Even the Jiang family didn’t get to see him.
He started to show his face after he met Shi Yan.
“young master li, you should have heard how others describe me. they all say that i have no desires. this is not nonsense. before i met miss shi, i can indeed be described as ‘without desire’. I’m not the same kind of person as young master Li. I’m waiting for the person I love to come to my side.”
li xiran’s mouth twitched.
He didn’t need to take revenge for the smallest grievance.
He made a hypothesis, and this fifth Lord Jiang really just poked at his wound.
a gentleman as gentle as jade was indeed just an appearance. no wonder so many people still feared him even though he had the appearance of an orchid branch and jade tree.
“I can’t compare to fifth Lord Jiang’s clean and honest self, and I’m envious of him,” li xiran didn’t mean it sarcastically. he was saying this sincerely.
Jiang che glanced at him and ignored him. He walked straight towards Shi Yan.
he stood in front of shi yan.
she was sitting while he was standing.
“Miss Shi, everyone else has gone back. Why don’t you go back now that you’re out? don’t you feel cold after sitting outside for so long?”
“i’m wearing a lot, so i’m not cold.”
She was wearing a coat of the same style but different color as his.
She just leaned back against the back of the chair and looked at him with a faint smile, showing no intention of standing up.
he had just said that the person he loved, he was clean and waiting for her to come to his side. these words had deeply touched her heart, and she was in a very good mood now.
” mr. jiang, did you come out to find me? ”
Jiang che saw her joy and thought to himself that she was really an easily satisfied little girl. She was happy with just one sentence.
“what do you think?” the corners of his lips curved up slightly.
“i think so.”
” mr. jiang, it’s only been a while and you can’t bear to leave me. you’re so clingy. ”
li xiran,”hehe.”
He was already very hurt, so why did he have to make it worse?
as expected, he should not be here!
He left silently.
“Brother xiran,” Shi Yan called out to her.
he could only brace himself to stop and turn back.
This was not the Shi Yan He knew at all. Not only would she say in a teasing tone that her boyfriend was clingy, but she would also force him to eat dog food.
“What has happened can’t be changed. If you’re really interested in senior Wang Shan, then move her with your heart. Money and status were easy to obtain, but a sincere heart was hard to find. a lifetime was a long time, and those who made mistakes had to be given a chance to turn over a new leaf. even if it didn’t happen in the end, at least i’ve worked hard for it and didn’t live the rest of my life in regret.”
li xiran’s frozen expression on her face loosened a little after shi yan stopped her. then, she became serious and said solemnly, ” “yanyan, thank you.”
he thought he knew what to do.
li xiran turned around and walked away. when she was far away, she vaguely heard jiang che say, ” i’m clingy. ” she turned back and saw jiang che leaning over and trapping shi yan on the bench. he lowered his head and kissed her gently.
at that moment, li xiran’s eyes were full of envy.
If he had not been so frivolous and had been more clean, would he have had such a sincere and pure relationship?