Chapter 154 - Ask For A Divorce
By the time it was one o\'clock in the afternoon, Ethan and Dina had arrived at the house. They immediately went to their respective rooms to rest.
Ethan didn\'t go to the upstairs room, but he walked with bring a paper bag filled with toys and a new sweater to the twins\' room because Luna would be there and he wanted to quickly put the toys in the cribs for the babies. the man entered the room and saw his wife taking a nap with the two little angels beside her.
Ethan didn\'t immediately approach Luna and the babies but instead chose to attach the toys to the crib. the man hung the toy in a hanging position just above his babies later when was in the baby\'s crib. He put it in the same position and way to be fair.
"Well, this way they will have entertainment and will not be bored," muttered Ethan while smiling contentedly at the toy already hanging on the box.
Suddenly Ethan heard one of the babies crying. He quickly walked over to the bed and carried him. it turns out that the one crying is Keenan because his diaper is wet. The man deftly changed the new diaper without waking his wife who looked very sound.
"Keenan, daddy has a new toy for you. You must like it." Ethan picked up Keenan, then put him in the crib to see his new toy. The handsome baby was able to respond because maybe he could see clearly. His eyes widened when his father turned on his new toy, making a sound like a small bell.
"You like it? Hum ... You are so adorable." Ethan looked down and kissed Keenan who waved his hand as if to take the toy. Oh, they\'re so sweet.
Luna blinked when she heard a small sound from the crib. she turned and saw Ethan beside the baby\'s crib laughing with his face down.
\'No matter how well you treat our baby, for some reason, it\'s hard to accept you back. This pain is too deep, so I don\'t want to see you anymore,\' Luna thought as she continued to stare at Ethan who had not realized she was awake.
Keyra suddenly burst into tears, Luna immediately won her by carrying her and cradling her in her lap. she immediately lifted her clothes to open her bra, because she was about to breastfeed her baby.
"Slow down, honey. Don\'t let mommy be in pain." Luna warned her baby even though the baby didn\'t mean it.
Slowly Keyra began sucking the source of the milk. Luna closed her eyes to endure the temporary pain when she started breastfeeding. It took her a while to get used to it and it wasn\'t painful anymore.
Ethan who realized Luna was awake, immediately walked over and sat beside her. he watched his wife who was holding back a little pain in her chest while Keyra was busy breastfeeding with her arms around the source of the milk.
"Does it still hurt?" asked Ethan.
"Not bad," replied Luna.
"Be patient." Ethan got up and walked to the table to get a paper bag containing sweaters for the twins, then approached Luna again. "I bought them sweaters," he said as he sat back down.
"Did Edward\'s wedding go well?" asked Luna.
"Yeah... but I only watched the time of the Solemnization of a marriage, then went back to the car," replied Ethan as he took the sweater.
"That\'s good," Luna admitted the sweater looked good and would make her twins even cuter if she wore it.
"The pink one is for Keyra and the silver one is for Keenan. put it on at night, they will feel warm," said Ethan, smiling at Keyra, who was still sucking breast milk.
"Ethan." Luna slowly called with a blank stare towards the baby crib which was located not far from the bed where she was sitting.
"Yes, honey. Why?" asked Ethan, raising an eyebrow.
"I want to come with mommy go to Batam," answered Luna.
Instantly Ethan frowned and then asked, "what do you mean you want to come home with mom?"
"I want us to be divorce," replied Luna with teary eyes.
like being struck by lightning, Ethan felt a deep pain in the recesses of his heart. Finally, the words he had been afraid of, came out of Luna\'s lips.
"Why do you ask for a divorce, haven\'t you promised to always be with me and will not discuss divorce after our child is born? did you forget your promise?" Ethan looked disappointedly at Luna who had promised never to ask for a divorce after the baby was born.
"That promise was made when you didn\'t hurt me, Ethan. I couldn\'t keep it because my heart was already hurting so much." Luna remembers when Ethan continued to ignore her when she was seven to nine months pregnant. It was the most difficult time but she had to fight alone while enduring the pain of being ignored by a husband.
"I know I was wrong, but don\'t punish me by leaving me. Don\'t you feel sorry for our babies?"
Luna didn\'t feel like shedding tears, she didn\'t want to make her babies a victim of separation. However, she also couldn\'t contain her hatred every time she looked at Ethan\'s face. "I\'m tired. I can\'t stop hating you, Ethan."
"Isn\'t there any trace of your love left for me?" asked Ethan angrily.
"I don\'t know, staring at you every day will only make me hate you more. I\'ve tried to take you back, but I really can\'t get rid of this hatred." Luna wiped her tears roughly. She didn\'t even notice Keyra had stopped breastfeeding.
"I love you so much, Luna. I will never let you go. You and the kids are my priority, you are everything to me, the inspiration of my life. Let me make you happy." Ethan looked sadly at Keyra who just stared at her mother who was crying.
"Don\'t force me again, Ethan. Let me go. Tomorrow, mommy will leave and I will come with my babies," said Luna with a pleading look.
Ethan looked at Luna who kept wanting to leave. "Don\'t you love me, Luna? Have you always loved me just because you were pregnant with my child?"
"Maybe. Because after they were born, I lost that love," answered Luna with all doubts in her heart.
Ethan threw the sweater he\'d bought on the floor. He got up from the bed and looked down at Luna. "I will never let you go! You can hate me, but don\'t even think about leaving me. I won\'t let that happen!"
Ethan walked out of the room devastated. Luna\'s confession doesn\'t love him anymore, it hurts him.
\'Then, what all have we been doing together? Was it just fake love? You have the heart to play with my heart, Luna. I know I was wrong, but why do you give love for a moment. I will not be able to live apart from you and our baby.\'
Ethan was alone in the study while imagining the good times with Luna which turned out to just pass. He also couldn\'t bear to be separated from his babies. in fact, just now feeling happy after buying new toys and sweaters for them. The man with the burly body cried alone, cursing the fate of his marriage, which had just run aground.
\'No, I will never divorce you, Luna. we will live with our baby!\'