BXBX NOVEL Chapter 415
Chapter 415: Psychological counseling
Li Jingjing gently placed Chi leixi on the bed. Chi leixi pulled the blanket over her and covered herself.
Li Jingjing was already wearing clothes and had covered herself up. She couldn’t help but smile.
He could see a trace of nervousness, shyness, and panic in Chi Luoxi’s bright eyes.
Li Jingjing looked at the shy and timid Chi yaoxi and didn’t want to be rough with the woman she loved.
He lay down slowly while leaning against Chi Luoxi. He only put his arm around her shoulders gently and did not do anything else.
Chi yaoxi could feel Li Jingjing’s pampering and care for her. She also knew that it was a little unsatisfactory and a little unpleasant for her to back down a few times like this.
She clearly liked him and loved him deeply. She could hug him and kiss him, but why did she have to resist him physically at the last moment?
For some reason, Chi luexi felt a sense of fear. She might have some needs for sex, but she didn’t really yearn for it.
She knew that at this moment, Li Jingjing was feeling very uncomfortable both physically and mentally. He was a normal man, and he had the needs of a normal man to make love.
But ...
The room was dimly lit and Li Jingjing could see that Chi Luoxi’s eyes were misty.
Li Jingjing hugged Chi yaoxi even tighter.”
“Silly girl, what’s wrong?”
......
“I ... I didn’t mean to ...”
Chi leixi stammered as she explained, not daring to look into Li Jingjing’s deep eyes.
“I know, it’s okay. Maybe you have some fear in your heart, or you have a shadow. You will overcome it slowly. I won’t force you.”
After Li Jingjing finished speaking, she planted a deep kiss on Chi Luoxi’s forehead.
Chi yaoxi couldn’t say anything. She took the initiative to hug Li Jingjing and pressed herself tightly into his arms.
She didn’t want Li Jingjing to know, so she quietly wiped away her tears.
Chi luexi blamed herself. Although it was something she had never done before, wasn’t it very pleasant and natural for her to be with the man she loved?
Why would he screw up at such a critical moment, his heart filled with fear and rejection? what was the reason?
Chi leixi felt that it wasn’t fair to treat Li Jingjing this way time and time again. Besides, this matter had to be resolved sooner or later.
Her mother was no longer around, so she could not ask her about her childhood.
Thinking that sister Ming had been through this before, Chi Luoxi decided to ask her about it since they had an intimate relationship.
I’ll discuss it with sister Ming. If it doesn’t work, I’ll find an experienced psychiatrist to see what the problem is.
Nestled in Li Jingjing’s arms, Chi Luoxi fell asleep in a daze. She slept very peacefully until dawn.
The next day, when sister Ming came to visit Chi yaoxi, Chi yaoxi called her into her room and locked the door while there was no one else around. She stammered out her private and embarrassing matters.
Sister Ming couldn’t help but laugh before she finished listening.
“Haha ... I say, Chi Luoxi, you’re not bad. You’ve ruined a big CEO! I’m guessing that you’ve only just realized that you can only hug your woman to sleep and can’t move her around!”
Chi Luoxi frowned and pouted.”
“I’m not telling you to make a fool of myself, yet you still say it! Aren’t you going to give me a good idea?”
Chi Luoxi mumbled softly. She thought for a moment and said,”
“Why do I feel like there’s something wrong with my heart and body? it’s so strange.”
Sister Ming laughed and thought for a while before saying,”
“There aren’t many people who have this kind of thing happen. It’s natural to get married and have children when you grow up. I’m wondering if you were hurt when you were young. Although you don’t remember it, the fear is hidden in the depths of your brain.”
Chi luexi tried to recall, but she could not remember anything. Her mother had passed away just as she recalled.
She was left with a selfish father who did not know how to love others. No one would pay attention to how Chi Luoxi grew up.
As she tried her best to recall her childhood, Chi Yuexi felt a slight headache. She frowned and massaged her temples.
Suddenly, a scene appeared in his memory.
It was a dilapidated clinic. Chi yaoxi vaguely remembered a doctor in a white coat approaching her while she was lying on an old bed ...
Oh my God! What were they doing at the clinic?
Chi leixi desperately tried to recall the deeper parts of her memory, causing her headache to worsen.
“Argh! I can’t take it anymore!”
“Sister Ming!” Chi yaoxi shouted, giving sister Ming a fright.
“What’s wrong, Yao Xi? are you having a headache again? Are you thinking too much? Don’t even think about it!”
Chi luexi shook her head and returned to reality. She had just felt a sharp pain in her temple.
What’s going on? Did the headache leave any side effects? He had already recovered two days ago. Why did he have a headache again today?
“Is it serious, luexi? do you need to see a doctor?”
Sister Ming asked nervously when she saw Chi Luoxi’s twisted expression from the pain. She felt that the situation was a little serious.
Chi yaoxi said softly,”
“I’m much better now, I’m fine. ”
“Don’t force yourself, Luo Xi. I feel that there’s something terrifying in your memory. Just now, you were nervous and extremely afraid, which caused your headache. Your headache was not completely healed and you were still recuperating.”
Chi luexi nodded with a serious expression. The scene just now seemed very real, but when she thought about it carefully, it felt like a dream.
She would often dream of that worn-out hospital bed and that dilapidated clinic in the middle of the night.
The image in her memory became more and more profound. Every time she dreamed of this scene, she would wake up in the dream.
Chi leixi told sister Ming about the scene and dream that she had thought of when she had a headache.
Sister Ming felt that the situation was serious. Several things might be closely related, but she couldn’t guess the reason.
“Luo Xi, I think you should see a psychiatrist as soon as possible. These few things are very serious. I keep feeling that there’s a connection between these things. I’ll call for consultation now.”
Sister Ming wasn’t an expert in counseling. Her friend introduced her to a professional counselor and arranged to meet him at his Counseling Center the next morning.
It was Chi Luoxi’s first time meeting a counselor, so she was a little anxious and nervous.
As soon as she entered, she saw that the consultant was a young man and felt a little conflicted.
This was because the questions he was going to ask were not only about the nightmare, but also about something very realistic, but not too easy to say.
The young man in front of him looked to be at most 26 or 27 years old. He was probably still single and unmarried.
The young man had a gentle expression on his face. He took the initiative to hand over a business card. Chi Luoxi politely accepted it with both hands and nodded.
“Hello, Ms. Chi. My surname is Guo. You can call me teacher Guo. I have eight years of working experience as a counselor.”