BXBX NOVEL Chapter 680 - I Only Want You
Chapter 680: I Only Want You
“Mengwan?”
Xiao Qi’s voice made her turn around. When she saw an acquaintance, she breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time, she felt a little uncomfortable.
“Why are you here? Did you come to look for me?”
Xiao Qi had been sent by Zhan Haoze to a branch office. Today, he happened to be here to make a report. He didn’t expect to see Shi Mengwan.
“No.” Hesitating whether she should tell Xiao Qi or not, Shi Mengwan stood there.
“Then what are you doing?”
“I want to see Zhan Haoze.” Shi Mengwan looked at him. Her voice was a bit sheepish and a bit shy as she said, “But they said I can’t go up without an appointment.”
“You want to see Mr. Zhan?” Xiao Qi was stunned, as if he didn’t understand what relationship Shi Mengwan had with Zhan Haoze.
“Yes. I have something to ask him.” Shi Mengwan looked at Xiao Qi. She knew that she shouldn’t, but she still said, “Do you have a way to let me see him?”
“Follow me.” He was doing well in the new company, so he still had credibility in front of Zhan Haoze.
“Thank you.”
Shi Mengwan nodded. Xiao Qi didn’t ask any more questions and led her to the elevator.
With Xiao Qi leading the way, it went very smoothly. When they went upstairs, Tang Hua happened to be there. He was stunned when he saw Shi Mengwan. He glanced at Xiao Qi with obvious disapproval in his eyes.
Xiao Qi was a little embarrassed. In fact, he didn’t know what the relationship between Shi Mengwan and Zhan Haoze was.
“She has something to talk to President Zhan. Assistant Tang, can you help her inform him?”
He knew that Zhan Haoze had just finished his meeting. He should be in his office now.
Tang Hua looked at him and turned to Shi Mengwan. Of course, he knew Shi Mengwan.
“Wait a moment.”
Tang Hua entered the door. Xiao Qi looked at Shi Mengwan and wanted to ask her a few times.
“Xiao Qi, thank you.” Shi Mengwan looked at him and thought that she still owed him an explanation. “If there’s a chance next time, I’ll tell you.”
“It’s okay.” Xiao Qi waved his hand. “It’s okay if you don’t want to tell me. I believe you.”
Shi Mengwan didn’t say anything, but her eyes were filled with a rare sense of gratitude. Her relationship with Zhan Haoze had almost become her own bitter journey.
She couldn’t tell her family, friends, or even let others know.
Although she was separated from Zhan Haoze, not only did she not get any relief, she was even more uncomfortable.
Zhan Haoze was like a drug to her. She couldn’t get rid of it once she touched it. If she wanted to be rid of it, there would be excruciating pain.
After a minute, Tang Hua came out from inside and glanced at Shi Mengwan. “President Zhan wants you to go in.”
Shi Mengwan’s heart was suddenly in her throat. Wanting to retreat for a moment, she stood there.
Xiao Qi didn’t seem to notice that something was wrong with her. “Then, Mengwan, I still have something to do. Help yourself.”
“Okay, thank you.”
Shi Mengwan thanked him sincerely. Xiao Qi left. Tang Hua opened the door for Shi Mengwan. Shi Mengwan stood there, closed her eyes, and walked in.
It was her first time in Zhan Haoze’s office. The cold air blew into her face. Her nervousness had subsided a little.
Zhan Haoze’s office was very large. The high-rise space was full of innovative technological designs.
Shi Mengwan walked a few steps and stood in the middle of the office. She didn’t continue to go in.
Zhan Haoze was processing documents. It could be seen that he was very busy. There was a lot of information at hand. Besides a laptop, there was also a desktop computer. Both of them were open.
The screen of the desktop computer was half facing the door. She could see the red and green lines on it.
Zhan Haoze was holding a pen in his hand. He signed the document in front of him and put it aside.
He didn’t even raise his head. “Come here.”
Shi Mengwan paused for a moment and her footsteps were a little heavy. Zhan Haoze took another document. He raised his head and looked at her. “Come here.”
Shi Mengwan gritted her teeth. She had the urge to turn around and leave. However, when she thought of her purpose for coming here today, she lifted her feet and walked over step by step.
When she walked behind the desk, Zhan Haoze seemed to be dissatisfied with her spending so much time. He stretched out his hand and pulled her onto his lap to sit down.
“Zhan Haoze, uh...”
Zhan Haoze’s enlarged face was in front of her. The dense kisses were like a net, trapping her inside with nowhere to escape.
After the kiss ended, Shi Mengwan’s limbs went limp. She leaned weakly against his chest. Remembering her purpose for coming here, she supported herself against his chest and tried to stand up.
Zhan Haoze held her hand and her waist. He turned her body around so that she could face him.
“Zhan Haoze.” Shi Mengwan’s hands were pressed against his chest, and her breathing was a little hurried. “I came to look for you for something.”
“Huh?”
When Zhan Haoze spoke, he held her hand in his, and his calloused hand played with her fingertips.
It was clearly her hand, but Shi Mengwan felt like she was being played with. She wanted to pull her hand out, but he held her finger and put it in his mouth.
“What is it?”
With her finger half-bitten by him, Shi Mengwan wanted to retract it, but her grip was very tight. She felt more and more uncomfortable, and her voice was a little out of tune.
“There was an earthquake in Province S. I want to go to the disaster area, but I’m not allowed to go there now.”
Zhan Haoze stopped biting her finger. He looked into her eyes and asked, “Why are you going there?”
“Qingsang is there, but there’s no news from her. I’m worried about her. Chi...”
He bit her finger hard. She felt the pain and quickly pulled her hand back.
Zhan Haoze looked at her with a deep gaze. He didn’t understand what was going on.
Shi Mengwan didn’t know why he had gone crazy again, but she would never forget her purpose. “It’s said that you can go in with the supplies. I wonder if you can –”
“No.” Zhan Haoze directly refused.
“Zhan Haoze?”
“I can donate. I can donate the supplies, but I won’t let you go to S Province. There are still aftershocks over there. It’s very dangerous.”
It was rare for Zhan Haoze to speak in one breath. His voice sounded very calm, but the concern in his tone was obvious.
Shi Mengwan wasn’t willing to give in just like that.
“It’s because it’s very dangerous that I want to go. Do you know that Qingsang is my best friend?”
“Huo Jinyao will take care of her. You don’t have to worry too much. Huo Jinyao won’t let anything happen to her.”
He had seen Huo Jinyao and Su Qingsang together before. Huo Jinyao doted on his wife very much. He believed that he wouldn’t let anything happen to Su Qingsang.
“How is that the same?” Huo Jinyao was Huo Jinyao, and she was her.
“I can’t tell what’s different.” As Zhan Haoze spoke, he grabbed Shi Mengwan’s hand and bit it lightly.
Shi Mengwan was in pain, but she couldn’t pull it back this time. “Zhan Haoze, I must go.”
“I also said, you’re not allowed to go.”
“You –”
Shi Mengwan pushed him hard and taking a big step back, she pulled her hand out at the same time.
Her movements were too big, and her lower back accidentally bumped into his desk. This time, it was much more painful than having her finger bitten.
Her facial features were all squeezed together. Zhan Haoze quickly got up and wanted to check her waist.
“Where did you bump into?”
“Don’t touch me.” Shi Mengwan’s temper flared up. She had long decided to break up with Zhan Haoze and came over because she really didn’t have anyone else to look for.
But with Zhan Haoze’s attitude, she knew that she couldn’t count on him anymore. She had to think of another way.
She ignored the pain in her lower back and turned to leave. Zhan Haoze pulled her over and held her in his arms again. He lifted her clothes and was about to check her injury.
“Let go of me.”She didn’t need his concern.
Zhan Haoze was a little angry because of her uncooperativeness. She was clearly injured, but she was still so stubborn.
He pressed her body down and took a step back. She sat on his lap again.
It was much more convenient this way. He lifted up her clothes and found that there was a bruise on her lower back. Her skin was fair, so such a big bruise was especially eye-catching.
Zhan Haoze’s facial expression didn’t look too pleasant. He pressed the intercom and asked Tang Hua to send the medicine in.
“No need.” He hung up the phone, but Shi Mengwan didn’t want to accept this favor. “It’s just a small injury.”
She still had to think of a way to find Su Qingsang in Province S.
She struggled to get up. Such an uncooperative action made Zhan Haoze squint his eyes. Looking at the disobedient Shi Mengwan, he raised his hand and smacked her butt twice.
Shi Mengwan’s eyes widened. She couldn’t believe that he actually hit her.
“You –”
“Behave yourself.” When Zhan Haoze spoke, he smacked her again. Shi Mengwan’s face turned red. She felt half angry and half shy.
No matter what, she had been doted on by her parents. Other than that year when she ran away from home, she had always been a good girl. Her parents hadn’t even laid a single finger on her.
Who knew that this bastard Zhan Haoze would actually spank her ass?
“Zhan Haoze, let go of me.”
She wanted to get up again, but Zhan Haoze wouldn’t let her. Tang Hua was very fast. In less than two minutes, he brought the medicine in.
When he entered, he saw Shi Mengwan sitting on Zhan Haoze’s lap. Tang Hua’s expression was baffled for a moment, but it was only for a moment. He quickly returned to normal.
He put down the medicine, turned around and left. Before he left, he even helped Zhan Haoze lock the door.
The sound of the door being locked made Shi Mengwan inexplicably nervous. She remembered that Zhan Haoze had already lifted her clothes again.
He picked up the ointment at the side and opened it. He picked out a bit and helped her apply it on her waist.
His movements were gentle, but Shi Mengwan felt itchy and her body twisted reflexively.
“Don’t move.” Zhan Haoze fixed her waist and held her waist with his big hand, not letting her move.
Shi Mengwan forced herself not to move and allowed him to rub the medicine on her. As she rubbed, the movements of that hand became a little strange.
It was no longer lingering on her waist, but slowly moving down and down. It was already at the edge of her skirt.
She was wearing a two-piece dress today, which was definitely convenient for his movements. Seeing that his fingers were about to fall into the skirt, Shi Mengwan grabbed his hand and turned to look at him.
She resisted the urge to run away immediately. Staring at his face, she said word by word, “I want to go to S Province.”
Zhan Haoze’s hand stopped there. Her skin was smooth and delicate, and made him reluctant to part with her.
“I want to go to S Province.”
Her voice louder than before, she said it again. Seeing the determination on her face, Zhan Haoze leaned over and gently bit her lips.
She was in pain, but she didn’t move away. Instead, she placed her hands on the front of his shirt and said word by word, “Zhan Haoze, did you hear that? I said I’m going to S Province.”
Zhan Haoze slowly withdrew his hands and slowly moved them up. Finally, they landed on the butterfly bone behind her.
“If I let you go, how are you going to thank me?”
“...” The implication in his eyes was too obvious. Shi Mengwan had been with him for more than half a year, so how could she not understand what he meant?
She gritted her teeth. “How do you want me to thank you?”
Zhan Haoze raised her chin and looked at her. “Don’t break up.”
Shi Mengwan’s face turned pale. She looked at him with a complicated expression. “Impossible.”
“Then there’s nothing to talk about.” Zhan Haoze let go. “Go. I still have a lot of business to deal with.”
“Zhan Haoze.” Shi Mengwan didn’t leave his lap. She was really worried about Su Qingsang. “Other than that, anything else is fine.”
He clearly had a fiancée, and he clearly didn’t lack women. Why did he have to treat her like this?
“I don’t want anything else except that.”
Zhan Haoze’s words made Shi Mengwan even more discouraged. She looked at him and really didn’t understand what he was thinking.
“Zhan Haoze, don’t you have any type of woman you want? Why do you have to keep botherig me?”
Zhan Haoze stared at her face and pressing his forehead against hers, he gently withdrew his hand from behind her.
“I only want you –”
His lowered voice brought out his warm breath, and Shi Mengwan trembled.
“But, but, you have a fiancée.” Shi Mengwan forced herself to be more rational. She didn’t want to be swayed by his words.
“I don’t.” Zhan Haoze kissed the tip of her nose gently. “I only have you.”
Zhan Haoze was like poison to her.
Shi Mengwan trembled. She watched as Zhan Haoze’s face enlarged in front of her. His lips moved from her forehead, to her eyelids, to her cheeks, to the tip of her nose. He kissed her lips one last time.
She couldn’t resist, and there was nowhere to run.
The kiss on the road of universal love had somehow changed its taste.
His kiss was urgent, forceful, and full of plunder. There was nowhere to run.
Zhan Haoze picked her up. She was afraid of falling in the air, so she instinctively wrapped her hands around his neck.
Feeling that he was hugging her, she entered the room and realized that it was a rest room.
It was a pure white color. The room wasn’t big, but it had everything. There was a bed, a small table, a wardrobe, and even a bathroom.
Her body was placed on the bed by Zhan Haoze. As he approached her, she pressed her hands against his chest.
“I want to go to S Province.”
She said it again. At this point, she was still unwilling to give up.
Not giving her a chance to speak again, Zhan Haoze’s response was to kiss her lips again.
The bed beneath her was clearly used for a short rest. But it was unexpectedly soft.
Shi Mengwan had the feeling that she was stepping on clouds.
She kept feeling that she was rising higher and higher and drifting further and further away with his movements. That surreal feeling of floating made her heart hang in the air.
She was a little afraid, afraid that she would fall down. That feeling of fear made her cling tightly to him and she was unwilling to let go.
Her movements made his eyes darken. He grabbed her waist and increased the strength of his plunder.
She wanted to retreat, but he pulled her forward. There was no other way except to acceept everything he gave her.
In the end, she fell into a deep sleep in extreme happiness.
Although Shi Mengwan was very tired, she didn’t sleep for long because she had something on her mind. She opened her eyes and realized where she was at this moment. She got up and quickly put on her clothes.
Looking at the mess in the room, she felt her face blush. This feeling was as if she had delivered herself to his door.
She went into the bathroom to wash her face. After looking at herself in the mirror and seeing that there was nothing wrong with her, she was about to go out. Just as her hand touched the door handle, she heard a female voice from outside.
“Brother Hao.”
That address made her freeze for a moment. She completely froze on the spot.
Chen Feifei?
“Brother Hao.”
It took Chen Feifei a lot of trouble to catch Zhan Haoze today.
“Why didn’t you go to the Chen Corporation today? I waited for you there for a long time.”
Zhan Haoze’s gaze fell on the documents in front of him. He signed a few documents in succession, but he refused to look at her.
Chen Feifei was a little annoyed. She stepped forward and blocked the documents with her hand. “Brother Hao, can’t you put down your business first? Didn’t you see that I came to look for you today?”
In order to meet her, she had specifically put on a new set of clothes and even went to get her hair done.
She had made so many changes and thought that he would be able to see it, but he didn’t even see her in his eyes.
Zhan Haoze finally raised his head to look at her. “I can’t go there today. I’ve told Uncle.”
In fact, the business of the Chen Corporation had long been stable. Other than some particularly important collaborations and projects that he would participate in. Whether he was present or not in his daily work, it wouldn’t affect the outcome.
“But, I want to see you.” Chen Feifei’s voice sounded more and more aggrieved.
“You see me now.”
Zhan Haoze’s voice didn’t have much impatience, but if one listened carefully, one could hear the coldness in his voice.
Chen Feifei bit her lip. Looking extremely aggrieved, she stood there.
“Brother Hao, what did I do wrong?” Chen Feifei bit her lip. She looked very pitiful. “Why are you doing this to me?”
Her body moved forward, and she forced him to look at her.
“Look at you, you’ve been ignoring me.” Chen Feifei felt really wronged. “I’ve been here for so long, and all you care about is work. Can’t you just leave work and accompany me?”
She had known Zhan Haoze for so many years, and for so many years, all she could think about was him. She treated him as her future husband. Everything revolved around him and his happiness.
She had done so much, but Zhan Haoze had always treated her like an older brother to a younger sister. He took care of her, but he wasn’t gentle.
He was good to her, but he wasn’t considerate. He still did not know what she liked or disliked, and he still did not know what he wanted.
No, perhaps he knew, but he pretended not to know.
Ever since she confirmed her feelings, she had turned a blind eye to all the men who tried to court her.
She only had him in her eyes, and she also hoped that he only had her in his eyes. However, Zhan Haoze didn’t have eyes for her at all.
“I’m busy with work.” Zhan Haoze’s voice was very soft. “If you feel bored, you can ask Xiao Li to accompany you to go shopping. You can go on a trip and have fun. Anyway, you have a lot of time.”
Chen Feifei stood there, as if she had suddenly realized something. “Brother Hao, are you looking down on me? Is that it? You look down on me for not working, and you look down on me for being idle?”
Actually, Chen Feifei was also a well-educated person. She had studied at the most famous a university in Lin City.
Back then, in order to catch up with Zhan Haoze, she had put in a lot of effort to be worthy of him as a top student.
However, her body wasn’t in good health. After graduation, Chen Yongchang didn’t let her find a job, so she had been staying at home.
She looked at Zhan Haoze now and suddenly realized that the gap between her and Zhan Haoze might be getting bigger and bigger. He might really not like this side of her.
“Brother Haoze, I’m going to work at the company too. I’m going to work hard too. What do you think?”
Zhan Haoze didn’t respond to her. With Chen Feifei’s personality, how could she tolerate the nine-to-five working life?
“Feifei, stop messing around. Go home.”
“Why am I messing around? I graduated from a university at least.” Chen Feifei was angered by Zhan Haoze’s attitude. “Why can’t I enter the company? Brother Haoze, do you not believe me at all? You don’t believe that I can do it well, right?”
Zhan Haoze didn’t answer her question, but his attitude was tacitly in agreement.
“Brother Hao, you really don’t love me. In your heart, am I not worthy of you? Do you think that I’m useless? Do you think that I’m just a social parasite?”
“I didn’t say that.” Zhan Haoze wanted to take her hand away and continue reading the document.
Chen Feifei was hurt by Zhan Haoze’s disapproving attitude. She felt a wave of despair.
It had been so many years, but why did Zhan Haoze not see her in his eyes?
They were childhood sweethearts and had been living together since they were teenagers. Such a relationship was naturally not comparable to those women outside.
But he was so cold to her. She couldn’t stand it anymore.
She looked at Zhan Haoze’s face. He was undoubtedly handsome. More importantly, the mesmerizing aura on his body made her unable to resist him.
She looked at him for a long time. Suddenly, as if she had made up her mind, she walked around the desk and sat on Zhan Haoze’s lap.
“Brother Hao. Why? Why can’t you see me?”
“I just like you. Isn’t that okay? Can’t I like you?”
As Chen Feifei spoke, she put her arms around Zhan Haoze’s shoulders. She moved her face closer and was about to kiss him.
Zhan Haoze avoided her. He pushed Chen Feifei’s body away and looked in the direction of the lounge.
Chen Feifei didn’t notice his gaze. She wanted to kiss him again, but Zhan Haoze pushed her away again.
“Feifei, stop messing around.”
“Messing around?” It was the same word again. Chen Feifei had completely lost her temper. Refusing to let go no matter what, she stubbornly hugged Zhan Haoze.
“Why am I messing around? Brother Hao, why do you think I’m messing around? I love you so much. I only love you, but what about you? Why can’t you love me? Why can’t you look at me? Brother Hao, tell me, what else do you want me to do?”
She was so emotional that Zhan Haoze couldn’t pull her away.
She hugged him and kissed him on the face.
Zhan Haoze frowned. He reached out to pull Chen Feifei away. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the door of the lounge move.