BXBX NOVEL Chapter 651 - Lu Yumo’s resentment
Chapter 651: Lu Yumo’s resentment
Fu Zhi was speechless. How could she take him away? She had already decided to retire after showing off her high – end operations! Fu Zhi’s heart skipped a beat. She looked at the dejected Lu Yumo, then at the few game consoles in his suitcase, and silently pushed away Lu Yumo’s hand that was holding her. She rejected him gently but decisively,””I’m not leaving, so you can’t fly or jump. Looking at your grades, if you join Team dusk, you can only go to team two to clean up. ” As she said this, she was afraid that Lu Yumo would not believe her, so she nodded affirmatively to make her words more credible. Lu Yumo, whose heart had been stabbed, was speechless. Seeing that Lu Yumo didn’t say anything, Fu Zhi took it as if he had heard her. She took out the only can of yogurt in his suitcase and the bank card she had given Lu Yumo earlier. Fu Zhi took a sip of the yogurt and placed it on the table. “……” Lu Yumo was stunned. He watched helplessly as Fu Zhi destroyed his confidence in running away from home. He lost all hope and felt as if the sky had collapsed. His leg no longer had the strength to support him. He staggered two steps back weakly, as if the last straw of life in his hand had been stripped. He fell to the ground and shut himself up. “My father doesn’t love me, and my mother doesn’t love me. When my sister takes the bank card, I’m like a little cabbage in the field ...” She muttered with a pale face. The 18 – year – old teenager had flamboyant eyes. He should have been arrogant and domineering, but at this moment, his whole face was wet with tears. He looked a little like a dog that had been abandoned by its owner by the roadside trash can. Her whole body was wet from the rain, and only a pair of wet dog eyes could be seen, looking at you pitifully. Fu Zhi didn’t hear what he was mumbling, only hearing him sigh. She felt that he didn’t seem to realize the core value of playing professionally, so she said,”Playing professionally isn’t as simple as you think.” Doggie raised his little head and looked at his sister. His sister said,”that group of teammates of mine. When Xinghe and the others came out to play professionally, their family members didn’t agree either. They made a big fuss about it. They said that they were not doing their proper job.” At that time, we didn’t have a formal competition like today. If we won a few rounds and won the championship, it would only be 50000 Yuan, and it had to be divided among a group of people. ” “It’s also in these few years that e – Sports has become more and more formal. Parents have a better understanding of this industry and the voices of opposition have lessened. If you were still in Xinghe, faced with a lack of fans and a bleak future, you wouldn’t be under this much pressure. ” Gou Gou sniffed softly.”Real men are not afraid of pressure!” “But I don’t think you can handle the pressure.” Fu Zhi didn’t even need to talk about things that happened long ago. Just the time when Zhou Tingting was pregnant, Lu Yumo had already broken down.”You’re usually too childish. Playing a game requires a flexible mind, precise operations, and the ability to grasp the overall situation of the team. Moreover, professional players usually retire before they reach thirty years old. ” How could he retire? if he didn’t have any shares in the club, or if he changed his career to be a team coach for a while, it was no different from being unemployed. It was not that Lu Yumo could not earn enough money to spend in this life during the years he played in competitions. It was just that for parents like Lu Jingqing, thirty years old was the golden age for a man to start his career. Lu Jingqing could not accept watching Lu Yumo’s career die out. Lu Yumo refused to admit it. “I can still film under bridges after I retire. I can set up a fortune – telling stall and even help primary school students with supplementary lessons. As long as I’m willing to work, there will be a top scholar in my field. I can still live a comfortable life after I retire!” Film – pasting, fortune – telling, supplementary lessons ... Fu Zhi looked at Lu Yumo, who was like a dead pig unafraid of boiling water. He could even boast about such things.”Based on your junior high school diploma and two years of repetition, you’re still not qualified to leave high school?” Lu Yumo was speechless. Lu Yumo opened his mouth. He felt that his sister was not on his side at all. On the contrary, she was looking down on him openly. He was anxious, he was angry, he was furious, he couldn’t say a word to refute! Because he realized that he seemed to be quite uncultured! “Then I’m going to play the game!” Lu Yumo sobbed, felt wronged, and acted coquettishly. He felt that if Fu Zhi did not stand on his side in this family, he would be finished. Hence, he panicked and reached out to pull on Fu Zhi’s sleeve. The fierce man shook her clothes and said,””Zhizhi, I want to have a competition! The branches are helping others!” “……” Lu Yumo’s repronouncing really made Fu Zhi feel disgusted. Fu Zhi coughed lightly and avoided Lu Yimo’s warm gaze.”I’m not stopping you from competing.” Fu Zhi felt that Lu Yumo couldn’t understand those indirect words, so she went straight to the point.”What I mean is that you’re an individual and have the thought of choosing your own life. However, when you make your choice, you shouldn’t give up on your studies.” Was Lu Yumo stupid? It was undeniable that he was not smart. However, it would be impossible for him to graduate from high school and enter a second – tier or even first – tier University. It was purely because he didn’t want to take the test. “My suggestion is,” Fu Zhi said her opinion, not that she was dictatorial and focused on Lu Yumo’s needs.”You should get into a University. It’s good for your future.” When Xinghe was your age, he had already been in a first tier University for more than a year. ” Lu Yumo was a little hesitant. Fu Zhi was very suspicious of his purpose in playing the game.”Don’t tell me you said you wanted to play professional games just because you didn’t want to study?” “Of course not!” Lu Yumo couldn’t take the provocation and rebutted Fu Zhi. “But I don’t think my grades are good enough,” he said.”Instead of spending time on things that don’t get me anything in return, I might as well play more games and train.” Oh, then Fu Zhi could tell Lu Yimo with certainty.””If you go to your current team, you’ll only take in members from the second team, unlike the first team, where you can play directly on the field. They won’t give you much chance to train.” “Then what about me?” Lu Yumo didn’t take the lead.”I’m aiming for the peak right from the start.” Fu Zhi watched as Lu Yumo started off with a bed and followed up with a dream. She took out the report card on the table and looked at it. The results on the report card could be described as terrible. No wonder her brother wanted to drop out of school. With this result, an ordinary person would score higher than this even if they drew on the test paper with their eyes closed. “How about this, you’ll come to class twenty – one and study hard. Song Fang has scored 85 points and above in the past few tests. As long as you take notes and get into the top 500 in the next test, and continue to improve, you’ll be allowed to participate in professional competitions.” “Really?” Lu Yumo thought of Fu Zhi’s tutoring methods. She could even turn a stupid bird into an Eagle. His eyes lit up and then dimmed.”But can mom and dad be the same?” “Why do you think they won’t agree?” “... Um, it’s just ...” Lu Yumo didn’t know what to say. He rubbed his hair in frustration.”I feel like ... They’ve planned out my life for me. They want me to take over the company and support Lu Yushen!” Inheriting the company and supporting Lu Yushen ... Every word that Lu Yumo said shocked Fu Zhi.”So you’re the ordinary and confident man that the internet says you are?” Lu Yumo, the honest man, was speechless. Lu Yumo was hurt for a moment. He could feel Fu Zhi’s malice and felt even more wronged. He felt that Fu Zhi did not understand him. Actually, he didn’t want to think badly of his parents. Lu Yumo lowered his head and clasped his hands together.”When I was eight years old, Lu Yushen’s illness acted up. He liked to bang his head against the wall and shout. At that time, when dad went to the office, mom would always surround Lu Yushen and take him to the hospital to take care of him.” “But I want to be alone at the Lu family’s Villa. The Lu family’s Villa is so big, and I’ll be scared at night too. I told mom that if I can’t take care of my brother and me at the same time, can I accompany my brother and me for a day? I want to go to the amusement park with her. She agreed. However, on the way, she received a call from the nanny saying that her brother was not feeling well. She left me alone and threw me to the driver before rushing out to take care of him. ” “I felt wronged and went to ask her. She said that my brother was sick and I needed her to care for him. When we lived in the old house, grandma was the same. Whenever little brother was sick and cried, she would pinch me and tell little brother that his illness was because I had absorbed too much nutrients from mother’s stomach, causing little brother to have no nutrients. She told him not to cry and to help him hit me. ” When he was young, Lu Yumo would always make a fuss, thinking that he received too little love and care. He didn’t understand what illness Lu Yushen had. He only knew that Lu Yushen would shout and scream, which made him very scared. However, as the older brother, perhaps all children had that kind of responsibility in their hearts to protect their younger brother. However, this innate sense of responsibility eventually came from the relatives around her, even her parents, who said casually,’your brother is sick, you have to take care of him, give way to him’,’your brother used to be such a smart child, but it’s a pity that his life is ruined. You have to study hard and take care of him for the rest of his life’,’your brother seems to be crying, what’s the matter? wait a moment, I have to go see your brother’. Lu Yumo was a little disgusted and even resentful. Lu Yushen was sick, but what did that have to do with him? Was he the one who made Lu Yushen sick? Why did Lu Yushen have to spend his entire life taking care of his younger brother when he was sick and couldn’t talk or socialize? Lu Yushen clearly fell on his own and got sick, but his grandmother still carried him and coaxed him, saying that his little brother fell on this flat ground and she brought him to hit him. Was it because Lu Yushen was a smart child before he got sick that grandma liked him so much and hoped that he would get better? What about him? Just because she was bad at her studies and had no abilities, she deserved to be slandered? Lu Yumo would feel aggrieved too. At his age, he should have been holding hands with girls and eating spicy sticks like the other students. It was because of Lu Yushen that he had suffered from early cold violence! He didn’t like Lu Yushen and hated Fu Zhi who came to the Lu family even more. He subconsciously felt that the love in this family was clearly not enough, so why should he take out an extra share to give to an outsider? Fu Zhi looked up at him. Lu Yumo’s eyes reddened, as if he felt embarrassed to tell his sister, who was younger than him, the thoughts that had been suppressed in his heart for so many years. He then realized his previous complaints. He hurriedly looked away. He didn’t want Fu Zhi to think that he was petty and didn’t have the masculinity of a man, so he changed his words.”But, but these are actually my thoughts when I was young ... I didn’t know anything when I was young, and my mind was more fragile. Now, my mind is actually very strong ...” “Don’t cry,” Before Lu Yumo could finish his sentence, a pair of slender arms wrapped around him, and a Milky – smelling body came close to him. Before he could react, he was hugged by Fu Zhi. Fu Zhi’s fingertips patted his shoulder and she was very close to him. The young man sat on the ground, and the little girl he used to be knelt on the ground and bent over to hug him. The fragrant, soft, and warm embrace made the young man lose his focus for a moment, and his eyes inexplicably felt bitter.”Who, who’s crying ...” He suddenly felt even more aggrieved. He didn’t intend to cry, but the moment she hugged him, he couldn’t stop his tears.”You’re so annoying ... Why did you suddenly hug me ...” He grumbled softly, but his tone sounded more like he was overjoyed. Fu Zhi thought for a moment.”I think you want me to hug you.” She said,”your expression just now was a little like a lost puppy.” Lu Yumo’s eyes sparkled even more. He buried his head in Fu Zhi’s white knitted top and said in a muffled voice,”I didn ‘t.” He didn’t want to hug her. “I’m already a big kid, I don’t care about these things. I’m not weak at all. ” Fu Zhi hummed in acknowledgment, not knowing if she had heard him. However, at this time, Fu Zhi, who understood the ways of the world, knew that she couldn’t expose Lu Yimo. When Lu Yumo’s mood had mostly calmed down, she coaxed him,”when I came back, I heard from Xinghe that the team is also recruiting new players for the competition this year. When I confirm the time, I’ll bring you to give it a try.” Actually, with Lu Yumo’s hand speed and operational awareness, Fu Zhi would have recruited him directly if he was still in team dusk without going through layers of selection. However, it was different now. She had retired for many years, and she was not the one playing the game, so it was not good to get in through the back door. “I know the time.” Lu Yumo knew better than Fu Zhi. He wiped his tears and said,””Next week, all the big clubs will start to recruit young trainees. They’ve even arranged for these young trainees to participate in professional esports competition variety shows. They only need to train for a month before the results are out. I want to go and see it then.” “Alright, I’ll go with you then.” On this side, Fu Zhi and Lu Yumo were talking and the atmosphere was very good. On the other side, Xu Wei, who was standing outside the door and was about to come in to bring hot milk to the two children, stopped in her tracks. She had heard Lu Yumo’s words. His face turned pale for a moment. For a long period of time after her younger son fell sick, she neglected the life of her elder son because of her younger son, and she couldn’t treat him equally. The images of her being a qualified mother became clearer. She had thought that the compensation after the incident would be able to make up for the emotional void during that period, but ...