Chapter 490
C490
“…… Good. " Joey nodded and immediately grabbed his hand, as if afraid. "You must accompany me."
"Of course, honey, you have to follow wherever you go."
"Good." After joy agreed, Lu Jingyun\'s eyes flashed a smile.
But she is still stubborn.
Such a lovely little woman, such a good child, those people even do not know how to cherish, even cruel, also do not blame them will be punished, get retribution.
If he hadn\'t known that Joey was really soft hearted, he would never have tolerated these people so well. Even if God didn\'t punish him, he would do something for Joey and get back at them.
However, he knows what kind of disposition Joey is. They have not been treated completely by him. In fact, it is Yi who should be most grateful for.
Lu Jingyun kisses Joey on the mouth. " Don\'t be afraid. I\'m everything. "
……
Wan Jiaqi never thought that she could see Joey before she died.
When she was young, she always acted impulsively, never considering what to avoid. She was spoiled by her family and loved ones. She wanted to feel that the whole world revolved around her. There\'s nothing she can\'t get, nothing she shouldn\'t have.
Later, after experiencing Qi Wenyang\'s betrayal, the children\'s sudden appearance, parents\' incomprehension, the elder brother who loved him was not always on his side.
So she hated, hated Qi Wenyang, hated all the people, and even more hated the children in her stomach.
At that time, she didn\'t know that her heart had been twisted, and she didn\'t know that she would abandon her and get her due punishment in order to give birth to this child.
People always regret after a sudden realization, but at that time, Wan Jiaqi never thought of this problem.
Young frivolous, in addition to their own who will not care, selfishness in her body play incisively and vividly. Now think of it, even at that time, Qi Wenyang may be because he can\'t stand his arrogance and selfishness will be empathy. Although Qi Wenyang is not a good man at all, their feelings for so many years are not fake. The love between childhood and childhood can not be compared with the involvement of an outsider. Maybe it is not only personal reasons, but also her own problems. She firmly believes that Qi Wenyang will not have any other women except herself. This is the love that the two families admit together. Therefore, she wantonly squanders Qi Wenyang\'s kindness to her. Gradually, those improved into patience, and gradually turned into intolerance.
Perhaps, there is no feeling of being loved in Wan Jiaqi. Maybe if Wan Jiaqi had been worried about Qi Wenyang\'s feelings, they would not have been abandoned by Qi Wenyang before their children were born.
Children are hate, bearing her hate for Qi Wenyang, but also for her family. She left the country without hesitation. She never considered the child\'s situation, even if she had not given birth to a child.
At that time, when Wan Jiaqi was working abroad, she tasted the taste of no one\'s favor, and when she was bullied and frustrated in a foreign country, she began to reflect slowly.
And the child is wan Jiaqi\'s deepest pain.
She saw a lot of young single mothers abroad. They had such a good relationship with their children and had such a happy life. At that time, she also thought that maybe she should go back to find children.
However, with only one thought, the children\'s affairs are covered up by all kinds of busyness and work, and the self-esteem and self-esteem to be outstanding.
What she needs is the capital that can make everyone look up to, and let those in the country regret what they have done to her before.
At that time, the child was not important at all, or not enough to make her give up her present struggle.
And this struggle is 20 years, she also in the day and night life, gradually aware of the child this hidden pain has been lingering in her heart.
At that time, she was still lucky that the child did not suffer with him. Maybe in the Qi family, Qi Wenyang would at least treat the child well, even if there was no mother\'s love.
After returning home, the reality of everything severely hit Wan Jiaqi. She knew that after her child was abandoned again, what she faced was what she could not bear. Even if the child comes back, it won\'t be what she thought.
Sure enough, after a lot of your thought, finding Joey is more painful than not finding it.
Joey is indifferent. Joey doesn\'t recognize his pain at all, which makes Wan Jiaqi feel that he is not worthy of death.
She didn\'t have to think about what she had suffered. Looking at Lu Jingyun\'s love for her, she was glad that her daughter had found her own happiness and would live well. However, after Lu Jingyun told himself about the sufferings that joy had suffered before meeting him, Wan Jiaqi was almost heartrending pain. Now she looks so good and laughs so lovely. Has she ever had such pain before?
She\'s damned. She really is.
But her death was not enough to make up for joy\'s sufferings. What\'s the use of making up for it now?
When Joey accepted her legacy, she was ecstatic and more happy than ever. However, her public attitude was once again beyond Wan Jiaqi\'s heart. She told herself, this is enough, this is enough, she can not ask too much, can accept her heritage, although her heart does not admit, but at least she is still her own child in the name.However, God felt that these punishments were not enough. When finding out the stomach cancer, Wan Jiaqi did not have the pain of the collapse of the sky like other patients, but had a sense of relief. She has nothing to be attached to, and Joey is already very happy. Joey doesn\'t forgive herself at all. Her death doesn\'t make Joey feel anything at all.
Maybe it\'s easy to leave without any trouble for Joey. Therefore, in the process of treatment, she has no will to survive, let alone want to inform Joey.
She is quietly waiting for the arrival of death, even if Wanjia does not want her to give up treatment, but what is the use of it? She lives in the world, there is no one\'s expectation, she just hope that after she dies, Joey can live well.
If there is an afterlife, she finally prays to God once again, hoping to be Joey\'s mother again. At that time, she will give her all her love, love Joey, spoil Joey, and give her the best happiness.
She\'s waiting, waiting
It\'s Joey.
When she saw her, she thought it was time for her. What she saw was fantasy. It was the last kindness of God to her, so that she could die in the fantasy.
Tears from the corner of my eyes, I heard the voice of my brother Wan Liangjing.
"Jiaqi, it\'s Little Joe. She\'s coming to see you. You need to cheer up, Xiao Yi is really here, don\'t give up... "