BXBX NOVEL Chapter 444
“No, Nai Nai, you are overthinking.”
“Tell Nai Nai. Is it because of Xiao He and Ji Fan’s relationship, you can’t accept Ji Fan?” Old Madame Dou doesn’t plan to let Dou Weir off easily.
“Nai Nai....” Dou Weir doesn’t know what to say.
“Weir ah. In this life time, there’s nothing not worthy to be discussed. The most worthy to be discussed is marrying your Ye Ye. I’m afraid that you will laugh at me. Your Ye Ye had a lot of bad habits, I frequently be angry at her. But the day he died, I felt my life collapsed.
“Afterwards I frequently felt regretful, why didn’t I act more gentle toward him. On the day he had his accident, I didn’t cook breakfast for him because I was peeved. Every time I remember it, my heart is very broken.”
Old Madame Dou’s tears fall down. Dou Weir remembers about this, the time her Ye Ye passed away, she was six to seven years old. She remembers how Old Madame Dou weeped and wailed that day. That time Nai Nai said: “I’m sorry Old Man, I even didn’t you eat your fill.....”
“Nai Nai.....” Dou Weir holds Nai Nai’s hand.
“I tell you this matter because I want to tell you. If you like, then take the chance and be bold. Don’t wait till there’s no chance anymore and you would regret it.”
“But what about if that person was so fickle in love in the past.”
“You even said that it was in the past. I don’t know Ji Fan’s past, but I know that now he is sincere toward you. The time you were abroad, I had an outbreak, that time Jin Wen and family were away. It’s Ji fan who took care of me for three nights and two days. That time I couldn’t get off my bed, he took care of me. If it’s not because of you, do you think he would do it?”
Her own grandson even couldn’t do it.
He Ji Fan could do it, so Old Madame Dou knows for sure that he is sincere.
Dou Weir is startled; “When was it? Why didn’t you tell me?”
“You just got a chance to learn abroad, I don’t want to hold you up. Moreover I’m well right now right?”
Dou Weir told her Nai Nai that her company makes a chance for her to train abroad.
“But, what if.....” What if her Nai Nai passes away, what if she couldn’t see her for one last time? Dou Weir feels afraid: “Nai Nai, you shouldn’t hide this fact from me. Though my job is important, it’s not as important as you.”
“Stupid kid, I’m okay right now.” Old Madame Dou wipes Dou Weir’s tears. “Let’s not talk about this. Ji Fan is a great man. If you could be with him, I would be relieved.”
“In any case Jin Wen has parents to protect him. Nai Nai is worried about you.” Dou Jin Wen and family never treat Dou Weir sincerely, how could she be relieved to leave Dou Weir alone.
“Nai Nai, you will live a long life.” Dou Weir feels heart is aching. Since she was little, she lost her parents. It’s Old Madame Dou who raised her up.
“Think carefully about what I said to you. But If you really don’t like him, Nai Nai will not force you.”
That night Dou Weir is suffering from insomnia.
The next morning, she has dark circles under her eyes. She is spiritless.
“What did you do last night? Look at your dark circles.” Ye Qing Xin notices it.
“I did nothing, I just couldn’t sleep.” Dou Weir washes the fruits and puts it in front of Jing Suo Suo and Ye Qing Xin.
Old Madame Jing is unwell so she is hospitalized. Jing Suo Suo just knows that Dou Weir is back so she comes over to visit her. Ye Qing Xin also goes together with her.
Jing Suo Suo wants to talk to Dou Weir but it’s inconvenient to talk to about it in front of Old madame Dou. After a while, she suggests for them to go outside to dine.
Ye Qing Xin is pregnant, there’s only limited place that she could go. Jing Suo Suo takes them to a refined tea house.
“What is it?”
Jing Suo Suo takes out a fine jewelry box. “This is from Yan Xi Ge Ge (Brother Yan Xi), he asked me to give it to you. He told me to tell you that he had wanted to give you for a long time but he had no chance. Now he gives you this as his blessing. He wishes you have a good life. He also said that in the future you are not happy, he would wait for you to find him.
Dou Weir looks at it. At last she still doesn’t take it. For some people and some thing, the time you miss it, then just miss it. Even though she is not happy, she would not choose him too.