BXBX NOVEL Chapter 108.2
The title of the book was ‘Frey’s 50 Shades of Prayer.’
It was an outrageous story about an apprentice nun named Frey, who was hired as a temporary cleaner in a male-only monastery.
Mirna, who was ascetic and conservative in the relationship between a man and a woman, could not believe her eyes when she read the things written in this book.
The reason for a woman’s breasts to grow into a beautiful shape was to feed her child someday. So, why was it that a grown man touched it, instead of a baby!?
The memory of that time suddenly came to Mirna’s mind.
Because she was experiencing the same thing as Frey.
Sereuk, jumuljumuljumul-.
A man was clinging to her back, even digging through her clothes and rubbing her bare chest with his hands.
Such an indecent act made Mirna feel as if her innocence and piety were being tarnished with a trowel.
“Ugheut…”
However, it was hard for her to resist because the strange sensations she felt for the first time in her life were shaking her core and mind. It was almost bittersweet.
‘I just can’t muster any strength…’
Every time the man’s lips touched her ears, and every time his hot breath wetted her skin, Mirna could feel an explosion of emotions in her mind.
For the first time in her 20 years of living in this world, she felt these newfound sensations in body parts she least expected.
Finally, the man’s hand lightly brushed past the pagodas that stood atop her mountains.
“Ahheeung….”
Mirna almost covered her mouth in surprise at the unexpected sound that came out of her lips.
It was so bizarre and blasphemous that she doubted it actually came from her… It was the same sounds described in the books that Narmi had secretly hidden.
She thought such noises were only exaggerated descriptions to tarnish the Creator’s name.
However, the fact that Mirna herself made it left her no choice but to acknowledge that it wasn’t all lies.
“Eueut, heueung, heueut….”
However, Mirna’s high self-esteem and piety could not tolerate hearing herself making such lewd noises.
Fortunately, the silly Half-Fairy didn’t seem to notice it.
So Mirna pretended that everything was fine and continued reciting her prayer. But she suddenly found herself unable to remember any of the phrases, words, or mantras she normally would’ve recited without worry.
Rather, the man’s presence and the vivid sensations were what grew in her head.
Only then did Mirna understand.
This was really dangerous.
Seureureuk-.
It was at that moment she felt the man’s hand digging between her thighs.
With that alone, Mirna shook as if an electric current shocked her.
“Eunghaeuat…!”
Parr, parr-.
Mirna began to feel like her body was floating in the air.
Her legs were trembling, and it felt like everything below her waist was ascending towards a higher place.
‘Oh, I have to stop this-.’
At this moment, Mirna finally realized that she had set foot in a dangerous unknown territory that she shouldn’t have.
Mirna felt her religious beliefs and everything she’d been protecting until now was completely changed. However, she didn’t open her mouth just yet.
Although she did not express it, Mirna was also afraid that she might die trapped in this room. She feared that tomorrow might never come.
She also dreaded the prospect of not being able to get married, have a family, have children, or not know a man for the rest of her life.
What kind of feeling would it be to see through at the end?
There was a part of her that didn’t want to stop.
But she wasn’t the type who didn’t know how to say ‘no’.
“Sto, stop-. We shouldn’t do anything beyond this. It’s a sublime ceremony, only for those married.”
Mirna said proudly.
Hearing such words, the man lightly replied.
“Then, let’s get married here.”
* * *
Mirna didn’t reject it even when I sneakily dug into her clothes and rubbed her bare breasts. It was probably because she got distracted by the continuous caresses.
So wondering if it was possible, I reached out to her lower body as well, and discovered a bump under her slightly wet underwear.
Parr, Parr.
Seeing her uncontrollably shaking and groaning, “at, aang, aeut,” suddenly terrified me. I thought I had made a big mistake and might have overdone things. I was worried that she was hyperventilating or something.
Fortunately, Mirna soon came to her senses and muttered something.
“Sto, stop-. Shouldn’t do anything beyond-. Only for those married.”
What was she saying?
Even with my sensitive hearing, I found it hard to understand her words.
From my rough guess, I believed it was about something only married people could do?
So, I told Mirna.
“Then, let’s get married here.”
“Hing, heut, haaht…!”
Hearing my words, Mirna made a strange noise like a dog with a cold. It was either a sound of confusion or because I simply said something weird.
Seureuk-.
I turned Mirna by her shoulder and faced her.
Her crimson eyes looked like they were about to break into waterfalls.
I looked straight into her eyes and said.
“Mirna-nim, please be my wife. I am serious. Let’s revive the family together. I am confident and strive to do anything for it.”
“…….”
Mirna looked around without saying a word. Then seemingly to have found an excuse, she said in a trailing voice.
“Ask for Narmi’s permission….”
“But I’m not talking to Narmi-nim, I’m talking to Mirna-nim.”
“To me…?”
“Yes. Because the person in front of me right now is not Narmi-nim, but Mirna-nim.”
It was a very, very, very shabby proposal with neither a fancy elephant nor a treasure chest.
Meanwhile, Mirna’s eyes darted back and forth until she slowly closed her eyes. Then, as if she had made up her mind, she asked.
“Really, for the revival of the family? Would you ‘really’ do anything for it?”
“Yes.”
But I was talking about the Angmar Family, though.
Of course, I didn’t say this out loud and only in my thoughts.
“…….”
As if moved by my determination, Mirna opened her eyes and met my gaze.
Seureuk-.
I slowly pushed Mirna and laid her on the robe that had been put on the floor.
I could see Mirna’s trembling body under the torches’ light.
But, I was trembling too.
- Edited by: faker