BXBX NOVEL Chapter 332 Need
Chapter 332 Need
"I think everything is set. The only thing missing now is the celebrant," Jade said with a satisfied smile as she looked around the patio, which had been decorated with colorful ribbons and birthday foil balloons that spelled out 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD' in an arc at the entrance of the patio, such that it would be the first thing Desmond sees when he walks through the door."Me too," Bryan said as he followed Tom.
Jade sighed as she sat down. She knew that they were both worried about their girlfriends. She was too. She was at least glad that their parents had all gone out to have fun since somehow she had a feeling that the evening wouldn't be as much fun as they would have all loved it to be for their father. Shit was about to get real for everyone.
"Hey!" Candace greeted cautiously from the doorway, and Jade turned to look at her.
"Hey, Candace!" She called with a friendly smile as she stood and went to embrace her. Although they weren't exactly friends, Jade felt some sort of connection with her, maybe because of how much that case had meant to the both of them two years ago.
She had needed the case to distract herself just after learning about her late boyfriend's infidelity, and she had also pursued it to secure the partnership that her firm had promised if she was able to close the case. She had desperately wanted to be the youngest senior partner in her firm at the time. Candace, on the other hand, had needed her to crack the case so that she, her sister, and her son would be free from Jero.
"I've been waiting for you," Jade said as she broke the hug to look into Candace's face. Although she had been busy with the decorations, she had been expecting Candace.
"I'm sorry I kept you waiting. I was busy doing some laundry, and it took them quite some time to locate me," Candace said with an apologetic smile, "This looks perfect," she said, looking around the patio.
"You are welcome to join us for dinner tonight. Please, have a seat," Jade gestured to a chair as she sat down.
Candace took the seat beside Jade and folded both hands on her lap, bracing herself for the unpleasant subject Jade wanted to discuss with her.
"How have you been enjoying your stay here? I hear my parents have taken quite a liking to Jamal," Jade said, wanting to start with an easy conversation to relax her before talking about Jero.
The way Candace's guarded eyes suddenly lit up with an easy smile showed her love for her son, "Yeah. The feeling is mutual. Last night he asked if he could call Evelyn grandma and Janet grandmum," Candace said, and Jade laughed.
"Really? Why grandma and grandmum?" Jade asked curiously.
Candace grinned, "Apparently, his seven-year-old brain thinks that Evelyn should be called grandma because she appears to be older than Janet. He has always whined about not having grandparents when most of the kids he knows have grandparents to dote on them," Candace said with a wistful smile.
"I'm sure my mother would be more than delighted to hear him call her that," Jade said as she placed a hand over Candace's hand, which was now resting on the table.
"I'm very sorry about Andy," Jade said, looking at Candace with earnest eyes.
"Don't be. I thought about it. I'm sure there was nothing you could have done," Candace said in a resigned tone.
"Still, I want you to know that I'm deeply sorry. If there were something I could have done to stop it without putting her at risk, I would have. But Cassidy was already a step ahead of me," Jade said, feeling slightly embarrassed to admit that.
"As I said, it's not your fault. I should have known better than to leave her behind, regardless of how stubborn she was. Besides, we both know that is not the worst thing that could have happened to her. I believe that she will be fine," Candace said, and Jade nodded, wanting to believe so too.
"Do you think maybe your sister likes him too? I would hate to think I left her to an abuser," Jade said, the one thing that had been troubling her.
"I'm not sure how Andy feels towards him... She never really liked to talk about that part of her life... I always thought it shamed her, and I felt guilty because she wouldn't be living that way if I hadn't gotten in a relationship with Jero," Candace said, staring down at her hands guiltily, "I don't know exactly what happened between them, but I know that Cassidy was fond of her. Did Andy protest? Did she sound scared?" Candace asked a question she realized she should have asked the moment Jade called that night.
Jade shook her head, "No."
"Then it's fine. She will be okay. Before you say anything else, I'll like to say this. I don't care about whatever deal you made with Jero. I'm not taking Jamal anywhere near him..." Candace said, and then she raised a finger to stop Jade from interrupting her.
"You might not exactly understand my decision because you are not a mother yet, but I expect you to accept it. I can't take Jamal anywhere close to that monster. I don't care if he has changed or not. Jamal has only just recently stopped asking for his father. I don't want to go through that phase again," Candace said, making it clear that her mind was made up.
Jade took a deep breath. She didn't need to be a mother to understand Candace's need to keep her son away from Jero, "What about you? Are you going to see him?"
"Let him know that I will see him, but Jamal won't be coming with me. The best I can do for him is give him a photo of Jamal. If that isn't good enough for him, then he can rot in hell for all I care."
"I think I can work with that. I will arrange for us to travel tomorrow if you don't mind."
"Jamal can remain here, right? Just until Jero is locked up again, and you've taken care of the cartel," Candace pleaded. Jamal seemed comfortable in the house with the staff and family, and the environment was safe.
"I will talk to Tom about it," Jade promised.
Away from there, in Tom's bedroom upstairs, Lucy clung to Sonia as she sobbed. She wept not for herself but for Lucas, who she knew was hurting even more than her at the moment. She wished there was something she could do to make him feel better.
"He will be so broken. All this will be too much for him to handle at once," Lucy cried. Lucas had always been the most emotional one between them both, and she knew that he wasn't going to handle this too well.
"He will be fine, Lu. Both you and Lucas will be fine," Sonia assured Lucy as she patted her hair softly.
Lucy and Lucas were the siblings she never had, and seeing them hurt, hurt her too. Even in his death, her half-brother, Jamie, was still making life difficult for those she cared about. Sonia quickly reminded herself that they all couldn't be emotional at the same time. So instead of giving in to her tears and guilt, she raised her head and looked to the ceiling as she blinked back her tears and consoled Lucy.
"He ended things with Rachel. He gave up his job. And now this. He is alone over there with no one to comfort him," Lucy said with a sniffle.
She wished she could go over to be with him, but she knew that wouldn't be a good idea for either of them. Seeing her would only make him feel even more guilty, and then they would both pretend to be okay around the other and keep their emotions hidden.
Lucy raised her tear-stained face to the door when Tom pushed it open without knocking and walked into the bedroom, "I couldn't..." her voice broke, and she shook her head miserably, "I just couldn't say the words to him," she cried, and Sonia stood up to give Tom room to comfort her.
"Sshh," Tom whispered as he sat down and pulled her to himself so that her face was buried in his chest.
Upon seeing Bryan standing by the slightly open door, Sonia walked over to him, and he led her out of the bedroom to give Tom and Lucy some privacy. Once they shut the door behind them, Sonia gave in to her tears, and immediately Bryan gathered her into his arms, "It's okay. Everything will be fine. It's not your fault," he said as though he could read her mind.
Inside the bedroom, Tom kept murmuring words of comfort to Lucy until she was able to pull herself together, and then she pulled away from him to look into his face, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't be doing this. We should be preparing for your dad's party," Lucy said with a sniffle.
Tom brushed away her tears with his knuckles and leaned forward to kiss away the teardrop hanging on her lashes, "You shouldn't apologize. You have every right to cry. And although my dad's party is important to us, it's nothing compared to all of this. We can always have his party next year, but we have to deal with all this now. What can I do to make it better? Would you like to go see Lucas tomorrow or tonight? I could arrange for us to fly over there together, and then you can spend some time with him," Tom offered, his arms still around her.
Lucy shook her head, "No. I'm not sure he needs me right now. I think my parents would want to go to him as soon as I tell them, and I'm not sure I can wait until after the party to tell them anymore. Can you make arrangements for them to leave immediately? I don't think they will be able to stay for your dad's party. I'm sorry," Lucy said apologetically, and Tom shook his head.
"There is nothing to apologize for. I understand, and I'm sure my parents will understand too. I will make the necessary arrangements right away," Tom said as he stood, ready to make the phone call.
He hesitated, "I'm sorry I didn't stay back to be with you when you made the call. I thought you would prefer to be alone," Tom said apologetically, feeling guilty that Sonia had thought it wise to be with her, while he had left her to be alone.
Looking up at him, Lucy remembered something she read somewhere, 'Everyone has their own storm, but if someone is by your side when you're going through one, wouldn't you feel safer?'
It seemed to her that Tom was that someone for her. Being in his arms like this and being comforted by him was different. She felt safe with him, and that was probably why she had been able to tell him about her past. Lucy rose from the couch and embraced him, "I don't prefer to be alone. I feel better when you're with me," Lucy confessed as she held onto him.
Tom's heart fluttered at her words, and he wrapped his arms around her. At least she was admitting that she needed him. He hadn't realized how much he wanted her to need him the same way he needed her, until she said those words.
"I might often forget that I need you because I'm used to being alone. And sometimes I may be too proud or stubborn to admit it. Please hold on to me even when I forget that I need you," Lucy murmured as though she could read his mind.