BXBX NOVEL Chapter 595: The best way to heal myself (1)
Chapter 595: The best way to heal myself (1)
Lu Xin’s gaze steadied after he thought through the problem.
He rode his motorcycle all the way to the market. He had already predicted that this family meeting would be a rather important one, so he took it very seriously. Of course, he had to buy some good things to reward his family.
What was considered a good thing?
Lu Xin bought a bottle of wine for 20 Yuan, 53% alcohol, and the label was still intact.
His father loved this the most.
After that, she walked around the market and bought a piece of cake from the cake shop opposite the market.
Mom loved to eat this.
As for his sister …
After much consideration, Lu Xin finally decided to buy a box of high-end chocolate from a nearby store.
[ price: 7.80 ]
Lu Xin decided to take out a small piece and give it to her bit by bit. After all, it was bad for her teeth.
In addition to these, he bought a lot of vegetables. In the process of buying vegetables and bargaining, he became calmer and calmer, even a little happy. In the end, he carried large and small bags and drove his motorcycle back to his home.
He put on his apron and walked into the kitchen. Under his father’s gaze, he nagged for a while and then brought out the dishes one by one.
It was strange that he rarely cooked, but his cooking skills were so good.
Lu Xin turned on the lights and set up the table, He sat down quietly at the dining table and waited for his family.
This time, his family seemed to have realized how important Lu Xin was to them, so they didn’t say anything.
His sister quickly climbed down from the ceiling and ran to the table to sit down. His mother also pushed the door open at the right time. She took off her shoes and sat down comfortably opposite Lu Xin. She seemed to be very satisfied with the food on the table.
His father was the last to walk to the dining table and sat down heavily. However, he was very careful and didn’t even make a sound when he pulled out the chair.
Even the skinless puppy came out of nowhere and lay under the table, watching carefully.
it’s been a long time since we talked. I don’t think I can keep avoiding questions.
Lu Xin sat down at the dining table and was the first to pick up his bowl. His family members looked at him in silence.
The room was extremely quiet.
Both his father and mother looked at Lu Xin in silence.
His sister did not click on the damn SpongeBob SquarePants again …
The skinless puppy lay obediently by Lu Xin’s feet. It wanted to wagging its tail a few times, but it didn’t dare to move.
1 seem to have some problems …
Lu Xin ate slowly, and the only sound in the room was the monotonous sound of his chopsticks hitting the plate.
1 remember a lot of things, and I’m sure that my memories are very reliable …
but I don’t know why, when I think back to those scenes, I often have the feeling that I’m looking at things from a third-person perspective …
“Sometimes, 1 feel that I’m no longer myself. I know what is right, but I don’t want to do it. There are also times when I’ve already done some things, only to realize that I shouldn’t have done them, but I don’t want to regret it after that.”
I like the world now, and I like my life now, but there are still some times …
He paused and gave his answer, ‘
“l feel disgusted.”
“So, I’m really a very problematic person?”
He put down his chopsticks and looked at his family members with a puzzled look.
His sister was short, so she only peeked her head out from the table. She looked into Lu Xin’s sincere and emotional eyes and didn’t know what to say. Holding the chocolate in her hands, she took a crisp bite and slowly chewed on it while looking at Lu Xin with a strange expression.
His father’s expression was also very strange. His expression changed a few times, as if he wanted to sneer and mock.
But in the end, he just poured himself a glass of wine and drank it in silence.
The skinless puppy raised its head and looked around. Then, it slowly lay down on the ground and covered its eyes with its paws.
The atmosphere in the room was a little subtle, and all the atmosphere seemed to be combined into a sentence:
You just found out?
everyone more or less has some problems …
Only her mother was still smiling. She said softly, “”We’re just not used to telling others. You’ve grown up, and you’ve seen more things. You’ve also thought more about this world, so it’s normal for you to have some changes in your perception.”
“Yes, I am.”
“l think so too,” Lu Xin nodded sincerely.
She looked around at her family, her sister who loved to climb walls, her mother who loved to reason, her father who lost his temper …
That’s right, everyone more or less has some problems.
He had never complained about his family members ‘problems, and his family members were indeed very tolerant of him.
After he calmed down a little, he picked up his meal and said seriously, ”
“But after serious consideration, I still decided to cure myself.”
At the dining table, the family members ‘expressions became even stranger.
For the first time, his sister secretly looked at his father, and his father also shook his head slightly at her in a panic.
The two of them looked a little helpless, as if they were saying, ”
As long as you are happy …
Only her mother was still patient and gentle.. She played along and chuckled softly, “”Then how do you plan to cure yourself?”