BXBX NOVEL Chapter 144: She Wishes She Had Another Chance
Chapter 144: She Wishes She Had Another Chance
"Why do I hate my sister?" Monica smiled bitterly. She was a beloved daughter since childhood, however, when her sister was born, her father abandoned her a few years later and all the love and affection she felt was stolen by Ingrid.
Because it was Luan who purified her soul a little, and also left her under his control, she was unable to fight against his will and started to say, "There are several reasons. For example: I'm stupid. Even if I studied, I couldn't learn well. I knew I had no future and I didn't want to live in poverty forever, and I was jealous of those who had money. I envied my sister's intelligence, and even though she was younger, we shared the same classroom because I repeated a year 2 times."
She paused and continued to speak. "When I was 13, my aunt on my father's side wanted to take me to live with her. She was well off, with a big house, and could provide me with a life I never had. I, of course, accepted. My mom was against it, but what could she do? I threatened to kill myself if she wouldn't let me go...
When I arrived at my aunt's house, I felt so happy. I had my own room! I had good food, and also good clothes!" She began to make fun of herself, "But guess what? I was very naive... The man who was married to my aunt was kind to me... And I was innocent, and I never saw malice in him. However, one day I was alone with him at their house. He played video games with me and asked me to sit on his lap because he felt like I was his daughter and wanted me to feel like his daughter. Ahh, how naive I was... While I was sitting on his lap, something hard nudged me and I thought it was the control and I tried to move it, but then, he was fierce!"
She shook her head and, beneath her slightly drooping lashes, her trembling lips showed unbearable bitterness. "He threw me on the couch and said, mischievous girl, do you want to play with your dad's tool?' It was then that he took his disgusting thing out and squeezed my cheeks and put it in my mouth... And... And then he raped me and also took pictures. He threatened to spread the pictures if I told anyone, and since then he raped me whenever he had the chance."
Monica let out a sigh full of pain. "I was still a virgin and I just wanted to have a place that felt good, but I soon realized that I already had had it, but I left to go to hell and without escape… I wanted to tell my mom and make this nightmare end, but how could I endure the humiliation of my nude photos full of disgusting stuff spread over my body? I would rather die!" she screamed.
Her tears were filled with hatred and resentment. "But do you know? I saw my sister, who, although she had nothing, she had everything. I started to hate her deeply. I envied her. I couldn't stand being the only one to suffer, but she was smart, and she was never alone with my motherfucking uncle and didn't go through what I went through. And you know what? My uncle didn't just rape me..."
She scoffed, then continued, "He also sold me to other ugly, fat old men to get into politics. For a long, long time, I was used by him. I was a sexual tool for him and whoever he wanted. And in the end, I took it out on my sister. Yes, I know she didn't do anything wrong. She never did, but that didn't stop me from feeling jealous and angry at her. I wanted her to suffer too. I didn't want to be the only poor thing and after a few years, I had the chance - an opportunity..."
"I sold my sister to someone and I don't know exactly what happened. But I don't think she ended up in the hands of who it was meant to be," she said. "Somehow, she was still lucky. She didn't go to the man she was supposed to be with, but instead, I learned that she was with a handsome and very rich young man. Heh... She is really lucky. Even when she was supposed to be unhappy she was lucky..."
Monica laughed at herself again. "Finally, one day I found out I was pregnant with the child of the biggest drug dealer I had slept with, but then he disappeared and then a rich man stopped me on the street. He looked at me as if he recognized me, but I didn't recognize him, so I assumed he could have mistaken me for my sister since we are a bit alike and I told him my name was Ingrid and his eyes lit up, and that was when I realized that I had a chance, an opportunity to change my life. But of course, I was pregnant with another man, and luckily it had only been for a few days, but I needed an excuse to make him think that the child was his and when I had sex with him, I ran away and went after his mother and said I was pregnant with her grandchild."
"Yes, my life was great for a while, but I was also used by Wagner's father. Uh, Wagner was the rich man for whom I pretended to be Ingrid. But I was used to it, and I wasn't doing too bad. But it looks like Wagner found out and then killed me by melting my face."
She said, "Yes, from the beginning to the end my sister never did anything to harm me - although once she hit me, but I know I deserved it. However, I still had to direct my anger at someone, and it seemed to be easier to direct it at her. And that's it. That's the story of my old, pathetic life, and now that you've heard everything, do what you want with me. Sincerely, I don't even know if I care. I often wanted to disappear, just disappear and stop existing, but even in death you see this? I'm still here, brooding over my dark past. Isn't that funny? Hahaha..." She gave a pain-filled laugh.
After hearing all this, Luan said, "I don't want anything from you, but I have something that you might want. I can return you back to life, but on one condition."
"What condition?" She didn't know who this man was, nor did she know what he was capable of, but if he could make her a ghost or something, she thought he could do what he said.
"Losing a good part of your memory, making you go back to the age you were before you went to your aunt's house, and then, I'm going to rebuild a 13 year old girl's body and you can go back to your mother's side. But the part of this deal you will remember, and you cannot break it: you can never again go against your sister and mother in a malicious way, you must not wish them ill will, or else the deal will be broken and you will die."
'Just having my memories of when I was 13, and actually being 13 again? Also, I can't harm my mother and sister?' It wasn't like she had wanted to do that to begin with; she just envied her sister and it ended up turning into hatred, but if she had a chance to forget all her dark past...
"Yes, I am willing!"