Chapter 169 - 169: Desire for Her
Why did Lu Zhen’s attitude towards him suddenly turn cold just as he was getting closer to her? Why was she getting closer to another man again?
These thoughts swelled in Song Jia’s mind. Song Jia couldn’t remember what happened after that. Lu Zhen seemed to have chased him out of the room, her attitude very cold and firm.
Song Jia frowned, took a deep breath, and stood up from the sofa.
Lu Zhen should not have woken up yet. The door was still closed. Song Jia thought of his embarrassing actions last night and sighed again. He wondered what Lu Zhen’s attitude towards him would be now. Did she understand his thoughts? Then what was she thinking?
Song Jia’s heart slowly beat faster. He wanted to knock on the door and ask Lu Zhen what she thought, but he didn’t dare to do so.
What was he afraid of? Was he afraid that not only did she dislike him, but she even expressed condemnation and disgust for his actions yesterday?
In the end, Song Jia left Lu Zhen’s house. He indeed did not have the courage to face Lu Zhen directly. He thought that he should wait for her to tell him what she thought. No matter what the outcome was, he would accept it.
Song Jia had been the most outstanding person in the crowd since he was young. The teachers praised him for being a genius, and his classmates envied him for being handsome and talented.
When he was in university, he would often receive love letters from many girls. After class, he would always be stopped by some girls on the way back to his dormitory and accept a passionate and sincere confession.
However, Song Jia had never been tempted. Sometimes, he even suspected that he was an emotionless person. He felt that perhaps love was a very unreasonable and low probability event for him.
How could he lose his mind and fall in love with a woman? Who would be worth it?
However, these things that were impossible in the past suddenly descended on him one day.
He didn’t know when he started to look at Lu Zhen, let alone when he started to feel sorry for her and want to protect her.
It was as if there was an irresistible force pushing him. He could not refuse.
When he was sober, he could still suppress his desire for her, but when he was drunk, he lost his mind. He was like a willful child who wanted to get his favorite doll.
Looking at her clear and bright eyes, he wanted those eyes to look at him. He wanted to hold her in his arms and tell her how much he liked her.
Song Jia recalled his crazy desires last night and confirmed something in his mind. It turned out that he no longer just had a good impression of Lu Zhen. He wanted to have her! Even if she had no feelings for him, even if she was still close to other men, none of this could affect his inner desire for her. Song Jia took a deep breath and opened his cell phone to check the chat box.
Lu Zhen had yet to contact him.
Was she still not awake? If he had known, he would not have come back. He should have waited for her at her house. Anyway, what had happened last night had happened. He should have given her an explanation.
Song Jia went online to read the entertainment news.
Originally, Song Jia wanted to understand Lu Zhen and Bian Lang’s current situation.
Although he had not interacted much with Lu Zhen recently, he had been paying attention to her. He knew about Lu Zhen and Bian Lang’s relationship from the scandal to the breakup of their relationship.
Before Ye Xuan left, she even specially instructed him to pay attention to Lu Zhen’s situation.
Song Jia found an excuse for himself. The reason why he went to search for information related to Lu Zhen was only because of Ye Xuan’s plea. But now, Song Jia already knew that these were all things he wanted to do. It had nothing to do with others. He was just paying attention to Lu Zhen. He wanted to know everything about her.
Song Jia originally thought that the news on the Internet would still be about Lu Zhen and Bian Lang arguing, but when he saw the first news on Weibo’s trending list, his pupils constricted and his body stiffened.
A man appeared in Lu Zhen’s room last night? The two of them were suspected to be a couple and even quarreled during the live-stream?
The originally familiar words instantly became unfamiliar. It took Song Jia a while to realize that Lu Zhen had been live-streaming in the room yesterday.
He only remembered entering Lu Zhen’s room and seeing Lu Zhen turn around, but he did not see her live-streaming on her phone.
This matter has blown up, Song Jia thought. But he did not panic. He had experienced too much. This accident was nothing to him.
Song Jia watched as the netizens guessed that he and Lu Zhen were a couple in love. His calm heart slowly rippled, and he even felt happy..