Chapter 263 Heaven Or Hell
(NSFW)
There was no knock or anything. One minute I was alone reading a really good book, and the next Liu Wei was standing beside my bed.
I looked up at him and put my eReader to the side. "You okay?" I asked as I moved over to give him some space to crawl into my bed. He stayed standing for a moment before taking off his shoes and crawled between the sheets next to me.
"You know I will always choose you, right?" he said as he laid his right arm out across my bed. Taking it as an invite I use his arm as a pillow and curl up beside him.
"I know," I replied and I did. I might be insecure a lot, especially with all these soulmates coming out of the woodwork, but that didn't mean I didn't know exactly where the guys stood when it came to me.
"I need to go there," he admitted and I understood what he wanted to say. We walked straight into a zombie tide because I 'needed to go there'. We went into a creepy military facility because Wang Chao 'needed to go there'. If it was for Liu Wei, then we would go into the heart of a zombie-occupied city. It was just that easy.
"I understand," I replied as I smiled at him.
"Do you?" he asked, turning his head to the side to look at me. "Do you truly understand what you mean to me?"
I was startled by his question. Looking up at him I searched his eyes back, looking for some answer I didn't even know the question to. "As much as you mean to me," I said after a pause.
He gently took my chin between his thumb and index finger and tilted my head back. Not giving me a second to think, he swooped down and claimed my lips. It was gentle and it was possessive, it was soft, but the way his teeth nipped at my bottom lip left me gasping.
Taking that as a sign to come inside, Liu Wei continued his assault on my lips as his tongue slid between them and invaded my mouth. I moaned at the taste and sensation. Bring my right hand behind his head, I pulled him down into me more, rolling over so that I was now on my back and he was looming over me.
He slowly broke off the kiss, but his lips never lost contact with my skin. "To be next to you, like this, is both Heaven and Hell," he confessed as he started to nip and lick my neck. I groaned in agreement. I wanted more, needed more. And yet, I didn't know how to ask.
It was easier when Wang Chao was around to direct things. He understood what was going on in my head and he directed it to line up with my fantasies. But now it was just the two of us, and I didn't know if he wanted the same things that I did… and if he did, would he even be willing to do them?
"I can hear your thoughts from here," Liu Wei chuckled as he licked at the sensitive spot between my collarbones. "I can stop whenever you want. I can go harder, faster, slower, I can do whatever you want. You just have to let me know."
That was the problem, I was in my head and I didn't know how to let him know. I might not have the words, but I knew what I wanted to happen.
I pushed him back from over top of me and as he sat back on his heels staring at me, I took off the old t-shirt that I wore to bed. He continued to stare not moving, not speaking, barely breathing. But he didn't stop me.
When my shirt was nothing more than a puddle on the floor, I crossed my arms against my chest, ready to take off my sports bra. That was when he moved. Lunging forward, he used his weight to pin me to the bed as he grabbed both of my hands and forced them over top of my head.
"Oh no, Sweetheart," he purred as he put both of my wrists into one of his hands and then used the other to slowly stroke me up and down my ribs. He watched in fascination as my skin started to pebble. I moaned as he went back to kissing my throat. "Only I get to unwrap my present."
I could feel my nipples hardening under his heated gaze and he ducked his head down to run the flat of his tongue over top of the sports bra and over top of where my nipple was straining to meet him. I shuddered at the wet feeling through the cloth. "Please," I begged, needing more.
"I don't understand," he continued to purr as his lips, tongue, and teeth continued to play with my nipple. "Do you want more?" he asked as he turned his attention to my other nipple. I gasped as he started to play with that one over top of the fabric as well.
"Do you want less?" he asked as his lips barely grazed the flesh of my stomach so light it might as well have been fairy wings.
"Do you want me to stop?" he asked as he let go of my arms and sat back, giving me all the room I needed. The problem? I didn't want the room. I wanted him to eat me out like I was the last meal he would ever have. I then wanted him to be my first. I wanted him so far inside of me that he would never be able to leave. I wanted us to become one.
"I will kill you if you stop," was all I managed to get out through my teeth. He chuckled at my response right before he took off his shirt.
I stared at his chest completely mesmerized by its perfection. His pecs were incredible, all I wanted to do was run my tongue along his smooth skin and down to his 8-pack abs.
I stared at him, taking in every last detail on his chest. From the scars to the little tattoos done just for him, I memorized them all. He was mine.