BXBX NOVEL Chapter 766 - RW 1.61
Bai Yunyu knew that he fainted after getting the harsh jab from Han Ye. It was just too much for him that he couldn\'t even control himself, and he fainted.
In the darkness, he sat alone, hugging his knees and buried his face in-between his thighs. In this darkness, he just wanted to cry his heart out, the heart that had been bleeding for so long but still pushed through the pain for one reason.
To support Han Ye Gege and give him the best life ever graced for a human. He asked nothing. He didn\'t even ask for Han Ye Gege to love him back. He just wanted to be left alone.
But Han Ye Gege kept ruining everything he had, no matter how small that was. No matter how he tried to avoid conflict, he was always the punching bag.
"Why? I don\'t need him to love me because it\'s simply impossible. But I wish he would treat me like a human… or even if he wants, he can just treat me like a stray animal. That\'s better than ruining everything that I have."
"What kind of sin did I do to him to the point that I deserve all the suffering?"
"You don\'t remember?"
Yunyu looked up when he heard a husky and somewhat cold voice suddenly echo out of nowhere. He looked around, trying to find the source of the voice to no avail.
But that voice echoed around this darkness.
"You don\'t remember all the things that happened?" The voice asked.
"No, I don\'t remember anything. Pupa and I transmigrated into many worlds, and I collect pieces to pieces, but it\'s very vague that I can\'t seem to make anything out of it…." Yunyu replied. In this darkness, he didn\'t need to hide anything anymore.
"You\'re a bad spouse for him, but you\'re not a bad God. You did it to save the world, though. Your method is very evil and painful," the voice replied. "You\'ve saved the world before, but in exchange, you\'ve destroyed everything that you have and left nothing but ruination behind, including your son. You\'ve ruined him as well."
"I… ruined my son? But they are all turned out great—"
"Not your son from each world. This one is different, this one is real, and you ruined him as well…."
…
Yunyu felt his heart was in pain once more. He might not be a good person, but he loved all his offspring in each world. And now, this voice suddenly said that he ruined his real son…
"Could you tell me what I truly am? And what happened to God Han Ye and me? Why does he hate me so much?"
"I cannot tell that because you\'re the one who locked everything behind and decided to forget. The memory was too painful that you don\'t want to remember it anymore. You start anew in that small world as Bai Yunyu, the bright and innocent boy who idolized his own husband whom he had terribly hurt before."
"You and he are in a toxic relationship, I can\'t tell the reason, but you should\'ve known what kind of person you\'re and what kind of person your husband was. You have been jumping in the previous 14 worlds…."
The deep, husky voice gradually faded as he told Yunyu about everything he needed to know. At least it would be enough hint if Yunyu understood the assignment.
Yunyu felt the voice was eerily familiar as if he had heard this deep, husky and somewhat cold voice before, then his instinct told him something…
"My son, is that you?"
…
…
Blip.
Yunyu finally opened his eyes after almost ten hours since he fainted. He looked around and found there were already five men surrounding him with worry in his eyes.
"YUNYU!" They reacted at the same time, surprising Yunyu, who had just woken up.
"A—Ah, why… are you guys here?" Yunyu asked awkwardly. "Wait, where am I?"
"You had a panic attack and fainted after that brawl between that bastard and me," Lee Taewoo replied. "You\'re in the hospital now."
"How about Han Ye Gege? Is he alright?" It was an instinct for Yunyu to worry about Han Ye Gege first. No matter how bad his situation was, he needed to ensure that Han Ye Gege was alright.
But then realized that he had spoken way too early because all the men around him had their gaze suddenly darkened the moment Yunyu mentioned Han Ye Gege again.
"Why would you still care about him?" Lee Taewoo asked. "Don\'t you remember what happened before?"
"Yunyu, he has been bullying you for so long, and you still care for him?" Huang Jinren asked as well.
"I\'ve seen how he tries to shame you right in front of me, and even if you don\'t take offence in that, I do," Zhu Junze added.
Mu Ronghui and Long Shen didn\'t really know what happened, but they were also angry just by listening to the other tree talking about what Han Ye did to their beloved.
"A-Ah, I was just um… worried that Tae—I mean, Kibum, will get sued by Han Ye Gege for the damage since he also punched Han Ye Gege hard…." Yunyu said, of course, he was dodging the accusation. He wouldn\'t be able to say that he was still in love with Han Ye Gege right now because these five men would surely hunt him to hell and back.
"Don\'t worry about that. I can hire the most expensive lawyer if that bastard dares to sue," Zhu Junze said. "Bai Yunyu, I—we do not mind that you have someone else to love, because just as you said, this world is not ours. We were just here because we want to protect you, or at least, to meet you again because all of us miss you so much."
"But that doesn\'t mean we will stay silent when we see you getting hurt, especially by the one that you love in this world. Han Ye is an ungrateful bastard.. You should stop seeing him."