BXBX NOVEL Chapter 339 - 11.31
Han didn\'t have the mood to return back to the dorm. After being confronted by Jay, and was forced to break up with Jay… Han\'s heart was aching badly.
Han went to the nearest minimarket and brought a beer. He sat alone while drinking the beer as he watched the replay of Music Bink on the television. He smiled when he saw Jay\'s debut performance replay. Jay was shining brightly there, like a star that would shoot up soon.
He was happy that Jay could finally get the recognition that he deserved, and he could be a successful soloist in the future, \'Maybe not with me, but with someone else…\' Haneul thought.
Han smiled bitterly. He bought another can of beer and gulped the content. After his body felt a bit warm, he checked his phone. There were many missed calls from Jay when he was with Lee Yongsun before.
There were also texts from Jay.
*Jay: Hyung? Where are you?*
*Jay: Hyung, please don\'t be late tonight. I just had a successful debut. Let\'s have a party with Kyong and the twins, okay?*
*Jay: Hyung, don\'t make me worried. Are you mad because I didn\'t perform nicely? It\'s not meeting your standard? I will try harder, okay?*
*Jay: Hyung, it\'s almost midnight already. It\'s too dangerous for you to go alone at night. Tell me where you at right now, and I will pick you up.*
*Jay: Hyung…*
Han\'s hand trembled as he kept scrolling on the unanswered chats from Jay. Jay was obviously worried about him. Even though he must be pretty tired today after that debut performance. But he still tirelessly waiting for him to return.
And what Han\'s did was… perking his ass up for Lee Yongsun and getting humiliated until he fainted.
[That devil! He is just too much! How could he use my butt as a vase! Goddamn it!]
…
[Pupa: But you enjoyed it, though.]
[Oh… I forgot that it\'s past midnight, so you just wasted another once a day automated message.]
Yunyu rolled his eyes. This floating orange thing really ruined his immersion as Kim Haneul. He was actually heartbroken because he could sense Jay\'s deep love for Kim Haneul.
Jay was obviously angry at Kim Haneul, but he didn\'t punch his Han Hyung for cheating on him. Jay just pushed Han lightly, but Han had lost all his strength and fell with just a light push because he was too much in shock.
Even after that, Jay still turned his head and looked at Han with anguish and confusion on his face. He still couldn\'t believe that his Han Hyung would cheat on him.
[I have to admit that Jay is very loving and gentlemanly. Compared to Lee Yongsun, he is like a loving angel that is also a perfect boyfriend material…]
Yunyu sighed. He felt the contract of breaking up with Jay and married Lee Yongsun had become more difficult. Because he was in a disadvantaged position right now.
But Yunyu couldn\'t ignore his mission. He needed to fill that Breakmeter, and the only way to fill it was to win Daebak Award.
Han sat for a while until he decided to get up and returned back to the dorm, hoping that Jay had returned. They might not be a couple anymore, but they couldn\'t show any animosity because it might ruin the group\'s harmonization.
Han returned back to the dorm, and he still hadn\'t seen Jay anywhere. He saw Kyong, Taeyang, and Taesa were fast asleep. They had probably drunk a lot to celebrate with Jay\'s successful debut. So Han laid on his mattress quietly and closed his eyes. He was just too tired tonight.
A lot of things had happened for the whole day, and all because of that devil, Lee Yongsun.
***
Later at night, Han could feel someone snuggled inside his mattress and suddenly hugged him from behind. Han could feel the warm and big palm that hugged his waist before wrapping his body completely in his warm chest.
Han opened his eyes, he glanced at the man in the dark, "Who—"
"Sshhh, do you want your friends to know that a man is currently hugging you from behind?" a man with a heavy voice said. Han knew really well the owner of such a heavy voice. It was no other than Lee Yongsun.
"How could you—"
"How could I be here? Well, I\'m just in the mood of embracing you right now," Lee Yongsun replied. "Besides, I\'m your future husband, right? It\'s fine if we have some sweet cuddle together."
Lee Yongsun kissed Han\'s neck lovingly, and he said, "You taste a lot better when you are afraid."
"Stop saying creepy things and leave!"
"But I don\'t want to, at least not yet," Lee Yongsun buried his face deep in Haneul\'s back. He inhaled the smell of the man that made his heart wavered and confused. "I don\'t want to leave because It feels empty when you are not around me."
Lee Yongsun was trying to sort out his heart and mind. Because Kim Haneul made him unable to think logically. Why would he fall in love with a man like Kim Haneul? He was just a regular human, and he already had a lover.
It was as simple as letting them go. And then, Lee Yongsun life of corrupting and devouring humans\' souls would continue without a problem.
"But I cannot let you go with someone else…" Lee Yongsun said. "Even if you love and fated to be with that man, I will make sure that I can break that fate. I am the devil, after all. I\'ve broken so many people\'s sanity and love. I should be able to do it with you too. As long as you are mine, everything will feel better for me."
"Kim Haneul, do you think what I have right now is love? I\'m not sure either. Because I\'ve never fallen in love or loved somebody in my life. I am the devil without kindness because your sin is my food. But I may have been infatuated and addicted to you...*
"When I\'m with you, I just feel everything will be better, and I will be fully satisfied with my long life. That\'s why… I will not give you up to anybody else, not to Im Jaehwa, not to other men. I don\'t care even if I have to kill hundreds of men to have you. Remember that, Kim Haneul."
"I love you, Kim Haneul."
Lee Yongsun disappeared from the room, leaving nothing but doubt in Han\'s heart. Because at that moment, he felt that Lee Yongsun was sincere with his confession. There was no intimidation or trickery, just sincere five words from Lee Yongsun.
And it made Kim Haneul\'s heart beating faster.
"It can\'t be… how can I be in love with him after all those coercion and humiliation? Am I really a cheap slut who would fall in love with scum like Lee Yongsun?" Haneul curled in his bed. He didn\'t know how to handle this feeling. He didn\'t want to fall in love with the man who had hurt Jay so much, but he couldn\'t help it.
"I really am… despicable."