BXBX NOVEL Chapter 152 - B1.5
After Kibum left the house, Yunyu returned back to his room.
He felt like he was floating right now. Because he came to the point where he was unsure about his own identity. This backup world was really mysterious. Everything was confusing, but at the same time, it was hinting at something.
Something that was related to his past.
"I think all the things that I said to Kibum, maybe has some truth in it," Yunyu pondered, "This world is so familiar as if I have visited this place before, settled with people here, and met with Kibum and Taewoo, to the point that I have romanced both of them."
"But I remember nothing…"
Pupa also wondered because this kind of backup world was almost impossible to enter unless a host caused that very particular glitch. Pupa didn\'t know any other system whose host actually ever caused this glitch. Thus, it was most likely to be a legend that would never be fixed by the HQ.
Something that was supposed to have the chance of one in a million would usually be ignored. Until this spicy chicken host caused a storm in the HQ.
Yunyu laid on his bed, he stared at the ceiling, thinking about this strange world, Kibum, Taewoo, and… Han Ye.
Yunyu started thinking about Han Ye again. Truthfully, in his world, he never met Han Ye directly. Han Ye was a busy film emperor, and his appearance in public would only cause a commotion.
Yunyu was the president of his fan club but was only able to contact Han Ye\'s manager. Maybe, for some people, being the president of Han Ye\'s fan club, supporting him for what he did was not worth the time. Especially since Han Ye didn\'t and would never notice him in his life.
"Pupa, do you think my dedication for Han Ye is not worth it?"
"If you want my perspective, then yes, it is not worth it," Pupa floated around Yunyu and continued, "Based on my data, you spent a lot of money for him. So much that you often went broke after purchasing his merchandise."
Yunyu smiled at Pupa\'s comment because he got that a lot, "But I want to. The moment I saw Han Ye for the first time, my heart said that I should give him everything I have. Because I feel like I owed him something."
Yunyu closed his eyes and hugged a pillow. The unknown emotion that he felt surged up again, "Because I feel like we are meant to be together. But I have to hurt him badly, so he can live. The pain and anguish haunted me forever. So I dedicated my life for him in my real world, maybe it is a way to compensate over something in the past…"
"How did you come to this point? Isn\'t this simply just your delusion because you are his fan?"
"I don\'t know…"
Yunyu was not sure about his feeling for Han Ye. He ought to know his place because he was just an unknown fan number xxx. But deep down, he felt that he genuinely had a connection with Han Ye.
"Maybe I\'m just delusional, haha," Yunyu laughed bitterly and then tried to ignore his feeling and closed his eyes. He was tired after thinking about many directionless matters.
***
"No, Taewoo, listen to me," Kibum tried to pacify his twin brother when Taewoo confronted him in their apartment, "What Yunyu said is genuine, I can feel his honesty when he hugged me. You should come to him peacefully and ask for an explanation.
"THEN HE WILL ALSO LIE AT ME!" Taewoo yelled out of rage. He was frustrated because Kibum could forgive Yunyu that easily.
Kibum stayed silent, knowing that he wouldn\'t be able to pacify his brother at all, "I warn you, don\'t hurt him. You can be angry with him, but don\'t hurt him."
"He hurt me here—" Taewoo pointed at the knife scar on his stomach, and then pointed at his smooth chest, "—and here. In my heart."
Kibum knew that Taewoo might be hurting more than him. Because Taewoo was naturally a charming, popular kid who had many boys and girls chasing him. He also had a stone heart after fighting for their freedom out of their parents\' overcontrolling nature.
Taewoo bore a lot of burden on his shoulder as he was a mighty man. But Yunyu melted Taewoo\'s stone heart with his constant care. Yunyu\'s betrayal almost made him give up on his life because he had promised to love Yunyu forever.
And he meant it.
"I will never be satisfied until Yunyu kissed my feet and beg forgiveness!"
***
Yunyu went to school in the early morning, as a student council or school president, he had to finish many documents that he missed yesterday. It was mostly a thankless job anyway.
He walked in the corridor alone to his room, but he felt that someone was following him. He looked back to check but found no one.
Creeped out, Yunyu asked Pupa;
[Someone is following me?]
[Pupa: It\'s a Thailand ghost.]
[T—Thailand ghost?! But we are in Korea! Did that ghost booked a plane ticket and migrated here to get a better job as a ghost?!]
[Pupa:… It\'s Taewoo. He is hiding behind a pillar. He has been following you since you left the duplex.]
Yunyu checked his watch. It was still six in the morning. The school was empty, and he left his duplex at five thirty.
[Taewoo has been following me since five thirty?!]
[Pupa: He has been waiting outside your duplex since four.]
[What?! That\'s creepy as hell! But… it\'s actually quite hot. I wonder if we can do that in public, eheheh...]
[Pupa:… noted.]
[What?]
[Pupa: What?]
Yunyu decided to act like he didn\'t know Taewoo was following him, and then he entered the school president\'s room. The pile of documents he left yesterday hurt his eyes. Thus, he decided to start doing it.
But he couldn\'t focus at all because he let the door wide open, in case Taewoo wanted to barge in and did *BEEP* and *BEEP* while *BEEP* him on the table until he *BEEP*.
[Pupa: Stop thinking about it, you know that I can read your mind.]
[Hehe, I\'m sorry. My experience with Taewoo in the previous world made me like this. Somehow, it makes me miss my favorite vibrator from previous world...]
Yunyu waited expectantly, but there was no movement from Taewoo, who was clearly peeking not far from the door. Yunyu rolled his eyes. This guy clearly needed some stimulation to act. Thus, Yunyu took off his jacket started unbuttoning his school uniform out of the blue until his bare chest was shown.
Taewoo, who saw this, finally stormed inside and closed the door, "Y—You! What if someone saw your bare chest! S—Shameless!"
Taewoo soon realized what he just did. He was supposed to stalk Yunyu and gave him the terror. But once he saw Yunyu showed his smooth, bare chest in the school president\'s room, he lost all that intention and hurriedly closed the door. Afraid that someone else other than him might see this.
Yunyu blinked dazedly, "Kim Taewoo? Why are you here?"