Chapter 471 - 470 - I Can't Love You
"Thank you," said Jean briefly without looking at Park Soo Hyun at all. Couldn\'t stand to look at him because the dark shadow of the night resurfaced in her memory.
"Jean, I\'m really sorry about what happened that night. I did it unintentionally and unconsciously." Park Soo Hyun lowered his head with sad and regretful words coming from his lips.
Jean was silent without wanting to respond to Park Soo Hyun\'s words. Then she looked away from the glass window to look at the man who was now in front of her.
"Jean, I hope you\'ll forget that night. Go away to find your happiness," said Park Soo Hyun bitterly as he lifted his head. Until their eyes locked each other for a while.
Jean locked her lips tightly with her head bowed again. Who would have thought that Park Soo Hyun would say that at a time like this. Only tears that started to fall from the corners of her eyes. Her heart was torn apart when she heard Park Soo Hyun\'s words.
Although Jean could hear some regret in his voice. However, it turned out that Park Soo Hyun had no desire to be responsible for what had happened.
"Jean, it\'s not that I don\'t want to be responsible. Even though we live together, I might hurt your feelings more. You know that I\'ve always loved her so much. I don\'t forget everything easily. I hope you understand," said Park Soo Hyun sadly. He was sure that his words would hurt Jean\'s heart, but he couldn\'t pretend to love her. It was better to tell the truth than to give Jean false hope.
"I understand," said Jean curtly, her voice was hoarse and her chest was tight.
"Then can you restore my dignity to how it was before? Who would want a girl like me?" Jean ventured to look at Park Soo Hyun with tears in her eyes.
"I\'m sorry again, Jean. If you hadn\'t come that night, maybe this wouldn\'t have happened." Their gazes locked on each other for a moment.
"So you blamed me for deliberately coming there to tease you? You were the one who forced me that night even though I tried to struggle," said Jean, holding her chest that felt sore. Jean cursed her stupidity because she had been in love with the wrong and irresponsible man.
Park Soo Hyun was silent. He really shouldn\'t have said that. But maybe this was one way for Jean to forget it even though it\'ll hurt so much.
"Don\'t you realize what you have done is destroying my life and future?" shouted Jean while hitting Park Soo Hyun\'s chest with increasingly hysterical sobs. Jean didn\'t understand why she had met such a jerk in this world.
Jean kept hitting Park Soo Hyun\'s broad chest with all her might to vent all the disappointment she was feeling right now.
"Jean, I can\'t love you. You\'ll only hurt more if we\'re together." Park Soo Hyun grabbed Jean\'s wrist to stop her from hitting him.
"Then why did you come here?" shouted Jean in a rising voice accompanied by a sob that grew weaker. Her shoulder-length hair was so messy on her face.
"I just wanted to apologize," said Park Soo Hyun in a low voice. He didn\'t dare to look into Jean\'s eyes who looked very angry.
"Then go because I already forgave you before you apologized," Jean said, instead of making her hurt more.
"You don\'t have to worry because I won\'t hold you accountable for what you did," continued Jean in a voice that was so sad and heart-wrenching. But she immediately stopped her completely useless sobs.
Park Soo Hyun then took out the check that he had been prepared since yesterday for Jean. Although he couldn\'t bring back Jean\'s virginity that he had snatched, but at least she was able to support her life without having to work hard at the bar again.
"I hope this money will be of use to you." Park Soo Hyun placed the check on Jean\'s palm. After that, he turned around and walked out of the room.
"Take it away \'cause I don\'t need the money," Jean shouted sternly as she tore up the check and tossed it in the air.
Park Soo Hyun didn\'t turn around despite hearing Jean\'s statement. He kept walking to get out of the room.
"I\'m sorry, Jean. I am a coward and completely irresponsible," Park Soo Hyun muttered as he closed the door from the outside.
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Soo Yin had arrived at the hospital and was escorted by Chung Ho because today Dae Hyun was going to the location that will be used as a restaurant with Chang Yuan.
"Chung Ho, now you can go home. Maybe I\'ll be here for a long time," said Soo Yin.
"Are you sure? What if you need something?" Chung Jo was hesitant to leave Soo Yin at the hospital.
"I\'m not going anywhere. I just want to accompany Jean," said Soo Yin to reassure Chung Ho.
"Okay, Miss." Obediently Chung Ho immediately drove the car out of the hospital area.
Before entering, Soo Yin bought some fruit at a fruit stall not too far away. Just across the road which was only a few meters away. She didn\'t forget to buy snacks at the nearest minimarket.
After finishing, Soo Yin immediately entered the hospital building. Soo Yin\'s steps stopped when she passed Park Soo Hyun who had just gotten out of the elevator. Soo Yin didn\'t know how to act because Park Soo Hyun already knew everything, regarding her relationship with Dae Hyun.
Soo Yin immediately lowered her head with a pounding heart. She really wanted to say hello but was afraid that Park Soo Hyun wouldn\'t answer.
Park Soo Hyun\'s feelings were now mixed. There was a sense of resentment mixed with love that was still in the deepest recesses of his heart.. To be honest, Park Soo Hyun had not been able to forget his love for Soo Yin.