BXBX NOVEL Chapter 267 - How Is Your Love Life Going On...
Anna's POV:
Our job on Earth is not to judge your neighbour, but to make the world a better place by living in your own way, by giving gratitude to others…
I feel happy when the girl come back and apologize to him by saying sorry
In between my thoughts, he passed me the menu card to choose the order, and I first checked the prices and ordered the coffee at a basic price...
He smiles a little by looking at me...
Maybe he understands why I ordered it, and he knows that I can't afford more than it because I already told him about my financial status...
He took the menu card and looked in it for a few minutes and cancelled my coffee what I have ordered and he ordered the coffee, which is one of the expensive in that coffee shop, and the coffee matches to the taste I ordered previously...
I remained silent and didn't object to his order, and I don't know what to speak to him...
But after a few minutes of our silence, he speaks out...
Jack: Actually, I am gay but I pretend to be a bisexual...
Anna: Bi-sexual?
(Bisexual word is listening for the first time in my life, does it mean doing sex with both men and women?)
Jack: Yes, doing sex with both genders, but I like to do with men, and I forcefully do with women to attract men...
(Actually, I don't want to hear this topic about sex with some anonymous person, but I don't want to hurt his feelings by stopping the conversation...
Maybe he feels relieved after speaking to me, so I am just nodding my head as yes...
And he started to explain about his past...)
Jack: But I realised that I am gay in my teens, probably at 18 years...
And my girlfriend breaks up with me after she knows that I am a gay…
At the age of teens we share everything to friends so I tell the same to my friends about my feelings but they started bullying me instead consoling me and all my friends keep distance to speak to me, I feel very depressed and lost my friends in my life and I have the last choice i.e., my parents…
And I told the same to my parents, but they don't want me to tell to the society about the same, and there begin family clashes, and they left me alone all of a sudden in my life...
(I feel very sorry after listening to his tragedy happened in his life and I know how it feels when parents left us all of a sudden but my situation is different from him...
My mom died, and my dad is hiding from John, but he...
He didn't make any mistake, but his family abandoned him for no reason...
I understand he lives his life on his own without anyone's support and I know it's a tough time for him when his family abandoned him...)
Anna: so, your parents didn't talk to you from then?
Jack: No, they didn't, but I always got an anonymous call for every 2-3 months, and no one speaks from the other side, and I know it's my mom...
(The moment I heard that the anonymous call is from his mother, my eyes became wet...
He takes so much pain in his life and abandons from his family is really a horrible moment in his life...
And I understand his mother loves him even though he is a gay, but the thought of what the society thinks to lead her to not to speak to her own son…
And they are giving value to society than their own child…)
Anna: I am so sorry, you face many obstacles in your life…
Jack: Yeah, when my family also abandoned me I am very much depressed and I want to attempt to suicide, but I want to prove myself and rule my dream profession and I want to show this society that I am capable to do anything I can and want to shut the mouths of the society who thinks that I am fit for nothing…
Anna: You know…
You are really great…
I am saying it from my heart, but not to flex you…
(he smiles at me happily.)
Anna: But I want to advise you one thing…
Jack: What?
Anna: Please don't misuse your power…
Jack: misuse?
Anna: Yes, this society really treated you very harshly but by keeping it in your mind please don't plan any revenge on the society by misusing your power…
Jack: I just want to show them what I can do but I don't want to harm them and I know how it hurts…
Anna: You are really a kind-hearted person and now I am sure you are good at ethics too
Jack: Ethics?
Anna: Yeah, ethics…
Jack: Can you please tell me clearly…
Anna: Ethics are moral principles. It affects how people make decisions and lead their lives.
Sometimes you will get a dilemma in your life and your moral principles will definitely lead to a righteous path…
Jack: That's sounds good but what is the dilemma situation you are talking about?
Anna: It varies from situation to situation…
Example:
1. How to live a good life?
2. What is good and bad?
And sometimes you have to choose among ethical dilemma that's really a tough job…
Jack: Ethical dilemma?
Anna: Yes, choosing between two options and both of them is good…
These kinds of situations really trigger us, and particularly as it happens in our love life…
we should not cross our ethical line to satisfy our partner by doing illegal activities…
(I am getting the flash of Mark that how he cares for me and he can easily handle my educational amount but my principles are objecting the same that I should not depend on him for money and to earn money for my education I reach through an educational loan. But I hide the same…
I will explain it to Mark after my loan amount got sanctioned and I am sure he will understand me…
In between my thoughts, I looked at the bank employee and he also involved in his deep thoughts.)
Anna: What happened?
Jack: We should not do illegal activities to satisfy our partner, right?
Anna: Yes…
(He smiles at me, I didn't understand why he smiles, maybe he got the solution for his question.)
Jack: How do you know all these?
Anna: My friend Ria always says it to me, and she is no more…
So all I can do is following her good principles.
Jack: Hoo, I am sorry for that…
You know one thing...
I take the education loan like you do, to continue my studies, even though I face a hard time in my life...
We should not neglect our education, and it is feeding me today and happily living a lavish life...
Anna: I am very happy that you are living a lavish happy life...
(I can see a blush in his face; actually it's my first time I saw a blushing face of a female hidden in a male...
I need to learn a lot from him...
His core heart, how it's happily beating even though it takes so much pain in his life...
And his attitude towards optimistic makes his success in his education and his valuable desires make him to live a happy life...)
Jack: Not only lavish...
I find my partner too...
(I am very much surprised the moment I heard about his partner i.e. his soulmate...
Now I understand why he blushed when he is saying about his life...
Actually, it's their life dream to get a partner, and I am very much happy after listening to him...)
Anna: That's awesome...
So how's your love life going?
(I asked him in my excitement tone.)
Jack: Actually, he accepted me just a few days back, and we both are happy with each other...
Anna: Love feels good, right?
Jack: Yeah, it feels awesome when we find our soulmate...
(I smile at him because it's true...
What else we need in our life other than finding a perfect soulmate?
Mark...
I find Mark, and I am very blessed to find him as my partner...)
Jack: By looking at your blushed face, I guess you too fall in love with someone...
Am I right?
(I nodded my head as yes.)
Jack: Great to hear...
(In between our discussion we got our coffee and we had it with our little chit-chat about his life and when I am done with my coffee I checked the time, and it's around 11:40 a.m.
OMG...
I need to go home...)
Anna: Nice meeting you, sir...
Actually, I need to go home...
Jack: Yeah,
You can...
I think I kill your time...
Anna: Noo...
Not at all...
I am very blessed to meet such a nice person
Jack: Wow so nice of you and you are the first person who treated me with caring but please call me brother if you don't mind...
(I smiled at him and feel happy that he is relieved from the insult of the girls.)
Anna: Thank you, brother...
Bye...
See you soon...
(He smiled at me with his happy face, and I left the place in a hurry and tried to reach home as early as possible...)
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