BXBX NOVEL Chapter 184 What Would She Do Now?
Chapter 184 What Would She Do Now?
Did he even know what he was saying? His words were no less than a confession for a woman. If she did not know that he had someone else in his life, she would have thought that he had fallen for her.
She held the bed sheets tightly as she felt him leaning closer to her. His breaths touched her collarbones before she felt him kissing there. It was soft and peppery kisses that made her breath uneven.
She wanted him to stop, she wanted him to continue. She felt like her mind started to short circuit when his touches started to overwhelm. Her breath hitched when he started to suck her. Soon she felt a sting and then a strange feeling.
Her tensed body started to relax slowly as she felt a strange feeling on her neck. Her eyes opened slowly when she saw his raven hair in front of her eyes.
His one hand was resting on her waist while the other was near her head resting on the bed.
His eyes were closed as he was lost in the savoring of his meal. It was just having food. There was nothing special to this moment. She tried her best to explain herself yet she felt her heart beating loud for him.
She knew that she had crossed the line even after knowing it would lead her to a dead end. Now all she could pray was that she would be able to act like nothing had happened between them.
She had thought that it would go on for at least half an hour since she had seen him drinking this much but she was surprised when he let her go in a few minutes.
She looked at him with confusion as if asking ``why did you let me go? When he raised a brow.
"Could it be that you wanted me to suck you dry? What is with this disappointed reaction on your face?" she looked away and cleared her throat. She was not going to accept that she was disappointed even if she was!
"Hmm, now you should take a rest. I will see you later." she sat up abruptly when she noticed that he was leaving again. In her panic, she held his arm tightly in her hands and shook her hands.
"Where are you going? Haven't you just come back after meeting my father and the councilman.'' Rafael stared at her face as if trying to understand what was going on with her. Her reaction was rather abrupt and she looked a bit scared.
He thought that something might have happened when he rooted away again. He had felt annoyed just by looking at the smirk of that lowly human and now her strange behavior.
"Why? We have never shared a room. Isn't it you who always asked me to leave, no matter how much i asked to stay with you. Could it be that you have finally fallen for me?" he teased in a husky voice and her face turned red.
She shook her head and instantly let go of his hand.
"What nonsense you are spouting about. I mean, you did not have another room here. So where will you go? Wouldn't it be better if you stay here with me?" she cursed herself in her heart as she knew that she had given away her true feeling for a second.
She was glad that he was only teasing her and did not look too serious.
"Alright, if you say so!" without any other persuasion, he nodded his head and she felt relieved. But her relief was short-lived.
As soon as he nodded his head, he started taking off his shirt and placed it on the chair with his tie and coat.
"What.. What are you doing?" she asked as she pulled her cover upto her neck while stared at him with vigilant eyes when he turned to look at her as if she was a fool.
"I did not sleep with my shirt on!" he replied so nonchalantly that she wanted to shout Why!! But only gulped and nodded her head.
"Then.. I will sleep on the sofa. You can take the bed." there was no way that she was going to share a bed when he was half naked. What if her nose started to bleed or she would lose control and pounce on him in the middle of the night.
"Why? Are you afraid that I would lose my control and pounce on you in the middle of the night?" thud! Did he read her mind? But it was just the opposite. Recently she did not trust her control when he came closer to her.
She was afraid she would not be able to explain her actions later.
"Do not worry, I have never forced a woman on my bed. They have come willingly to me." he explained as he held her down and did not let her move even an inch when he laid beside her.
His one hand was covering his eyes to stop the light entering his pupil. While his other hand was holding her tightly in her place, she was not able to move an inch without pulling him with herself.
"That.. I have a habit of kicking in my sleep. So, it would be better that I sleep alone." she lied hoping that he would let her go but he just chuckled.
"Do not worry, little hamster. I have fast reflexes. I would be able to avoid your kicks even when I am sleeping." she frowned when he did not listen to her at all.
Should she be honest that she drool over him and was afraid that she would not be able to control herself later.
"But…"
"Stop making excuses. Why are you still afraid about it when you are the one who asked me to sleep with you in the first place?" he stared deep into her eyes that were flickering way too much.
"I am afraid I will end up molesting you if we sleep too close!"