BXBX NOVEL Chapter 381 - Mengmeng Died Because Of Me
Within Ye Qian's dantian.
Ye Qian's consciousness was being bound with eh black chains trying to force him to give on his body.
And the reason for all this was the God Asura Scripture which had turned from a Godly Cultivation to that of a demonic as it tried to bind his consciousness and take over his body.
"I have been struggling for 5000 years just to meet her and now after meeting her, you want me to kill her, this won't happen."
Another roar sounded in the dantian as this time, Ye Qian used all the power his consciousness would muster.
"Even if I have to use my soul power I will not faze off, my Mengmeng's life is in danger."
He roared once more and started to burn his soul's power and used the power to break his consciousness free of the menacing black chains.
Just as he used the soul power, Ye Qian felt a sucking force as the soul power started to run towards the God Asura scripture.
but unknown to him, his soul power was not going towards the lower part of the scroll which had the word WRATH etched on it but in fact went to the upper part of the scroll which was now shining with bright might.
While Ye Qian was still busy struggling to get free of the chains stopping his consciousness while being completely free as he used his soul power to the fullest.
The small amount of soul power that was being sucked away, started to merge into the scroll.
"Let me go, I don't want to lose her again."
After losing hope and trying as hard as he could while forcing all the power he could muster, Ye Qian cried while he kneeled.
He was in despair.
The despair of losing something that he had finally found after so much wait.
And the thing he was losing right now was his love, his Yuan Meng for whom he came here all the way.
"If coming back to her is the reason for her to lose her life then I would better not meet her again."
After finally giving up a thought sprouted in Ye Qian's mind.
What if all of this happened just because he came to Yuan Meng and Little Qiqi.
If he had not come back none of this might have happened.
Nor would he have lost control over himself nor would Yuan Meng have to lose her life.
Ye Qian was still able to hear the cries of the three little girls and it didn't take him much to understand that Yuan Meng had died because of him.
Ye Qian had finally given up now, even though he was a Venerable just a few days ago and would eradicate millions just if he wished to, there was no power in the world that would help him get someone back to life here.
Even if he had the will to, the things needed for one to get someone back to life were hard to come by even in the Heavens.
"Is this the feeling of despair and loss of the loved ones?"
"Before I had thought that what I felt was despair but now that I understand it, it was just my yearning for Mengmeng and Qiqi."
"But I have killed my Mengmeng with my own hands, do I deserve to live without her in my life?"
A crazed laugh sounded in the dantian as tears started to fall down his eyes.
It was impossible for one's consciousness to feel pain.
But Ye Qian felt that his soul was being torn apart, this pain was hundreds of times greater than the soul tearing force he felt when he was descending to the Earth.
But there was much more than just the soul breaking pain that he felt.
He felt his heart ache.
The only one person whom he wanted to live for and with had been in fact killed with his own hands.
Though other's might say that it was not his fault, if he was strong enough then he would not have suffered the binding of his consciousness and nothing like this would have happened.
And Yuan Meng would have still been there.
"Mengmeng, I was not good for you."
"I have always made you live the life of suffering when I was away, and now that I was back I killed you."
Ye Qian bowed down while tears continued to fall down his eyes.
In these 5000 years, the most he had yearned and was worried for was none other than Yuan Meng.
Though she tried to show that she was firm and strong, only Ye Qian knew that she was just as fragile as a little girl who would cry the next moment.
Ye Qian didn't know how she had been living all her life, but he had vowed to himself that he won't let Yuan Meng go through that again ever since she married him.
But from time to time, it was because of him that she was suffering.
"It was just because of me that Mengmeng had to go through all this."
A booming voice reverberated throughout Ye Qian's dantian as the scroll started to shine with white light.
The eyes made of red smoke that was looking down on Ye Qian while he kneeled narrowed and appeared to be looking at the scroll.
Slowly a word started to get etched onto the surface of the upper portion of the scroll.
"HUMANITY"
After what seemed like a minute, the word was finally etched onto the scroll but the aura it gave of was serene and calming, completely opposite to that the word WRATH gave off.
"It's all my fault, I am the reason behind my Mengmeng's death."
Ye Qian raised his hand and slapped himself a couple of times.
He still didn't know that the chains around him were allowing him to clap himself but not break free.
If he knew this, then he might have felt even angry about this.
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