BXBX NOVEL Chapter 367 - Don't Want Xiao Ya To Feel Like Me
But what would happen later when Xiao ya grew up old enough and found out that Yuan Meng was not her real mother and had just adopted her.
While Yuan Meng thought, Grandma Yan continued.
"You know Little Qi why I didn't say anything when you said that you were adopting Jia?"
"Why was it, mom?"
"SIGH"
Grandma Yan sighed and continued.
"That's because Jia knows that her father is dead and there is no way that she would be able to get the love of a father, but with you being with her, she had got that as well."
"But that could not be said with Xiao Ya, she doesn't know that her parents are dead or even alive."
"I think that even her grandparents didn't dare to tell her bout that as this would only cause her to feel sadder and make her childhood bad."
"I can relate that, I and your Dad have gone through the same."
"It's just that we just needed to hide that you were going to come back for Little Qiqi, but the same could not be said about Xiao Ya."
"She still doesn't know anything about her parents the moment she knows that you two are not her parents, her tiny heart will break apart and I don't want that to happen even if you feel that I am wrong."
Grandma Yan's voice was stern and calm at the same time.
"SIGH"
"Mom, you are right, we can't understand what a little girl might feel like when she knows that all the time that she had been thinking of the people as her parents were not her parents at all."
"Though it might not make her much said, this will make her cold and close herself from within, and I don't want her to do that."
Yuan Meng nodded with a heavy sigh.
She knew how it felt and she had to go through it while she closed her heart and started behaving like a cold-hearted woman and since then was the time that nothing mattered to her and that was for all the world.
With the only exception go her cousin Yuan Ji and the other person only being Ye Qian.
"I know my child, you really want that little girl to get some love and care that's all, but we also need to understand that some things are better if we don't hamper with them, or it may only get worse later on.
Grandma Yan sighed and caressed Yuan Meng's hand.
"Hmm."
"I will go check on the little girls, I will let you two take the decision by yourself, but if you still think of taking care of her like her parents I will still support you, because I also can't see that sweet little girl feel like an abandoned child."
Grandma Yan stood up and walked to the kitchen where the girls seemed to be giggling as they talked to each other.
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As Grandma Yan entered the kitchen, Yuan Meng fell into Ye Qian's embrace as tears dripped down her cheeks.
"Qian'er, I really don't want Xiao Ya to feel like me, can't we do something which will make her happy but still she won't feel sad after she knows that."
Hearing Yuan Meng's words, Ye Qian felt sad for her.
How could he not understand what she had said in her sub-consciousness?
'Mengmeng had to suffer not just when I was not with her, but also since her childhood.'
"SIGH"
Though he felt anger welling in her heart, Ye Qian still knew that this was not the time to get angry and it would only get worse if he were to lose control of his anger again.
"Don't feel sad, Mengmeng, I can do something with which, Xiao Ya won't feel sad even in the future."
Hearing Ye Qian light voice, which to Yuan Meng was as clear as that of a trumpet, Yuan Meng glanced at Ye Qian with puppy eyes.
"Huh, really?"
"Hmm, why would I lie to my wife?"
While nodding Ye Qian caressed her cheeks and continued.
"I can make us in Xiao Ya's memories as her parents, so this won't cause any harm to her later on."
"That is because she knows that we are her parents."
Ye Qian said with a calm voice, but one could see that he also felt sad for doing something like this.
It was not good enough to change someone's memories, and according to Ye Qian, it was the cruellest thing to change memories of a child and here he was talking about replacing Xiao Ya's parents from her memory to them.
And surely it sounded cruel and indeed was.
But this was only good for Xiao Ya, because of this she would also never need to think of something like she was adopted by Yuan Meng and Ye Qian and so she won't feel sad about it.
"But Qian'er doesn't this seem inhumane?"
Of course, Yuan Meng understood what Ye Qian was talking about.
She had seen yesterday how Ye Qian was able to erase people's memories so it wasn't that hard for Ye Qian if he were to change some of Xiao Ya's memories.
Though Yuan Meng also felt that this was good for Xiao Ya but she also felt that it was not good for a child to lose their parent's memory.
And although Xiao Ya barely remembered anything about her parents due to her small age, it was still not good to do so.
"Hmm."
"It indeed is not a good idea, but that's how it can be better if she shouldn't get hurt."
Ye Qian sighed and stood up.
"Come let's go, we still have to help the girls do their homework."
Ye Qian muttered while looking at the kitchen.
"Hmm."
"I think, it's better that we keep things as they are now, and I won't let Xiao Ya feel bad that we are not her parents, even if she ever finds that out."
Yuan Meng thought for a moment and mumbled.
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